too many cigarettes, where's self-discipline now

[taintedreams]

i drank merlot alone tonight to mull over all the things i've said impossible to.
screwdrivers from weeks ago because i don't really ever bother to finish the incomplete
another idea of extravagance, anonymity
i read today the line all tenderness is false, a veiling of the animals in us

Comments

[anonymous]

someone needs a hug. you know what i do in moments like that is... well okay i've started to meditate now but that's a story for another time. but i also like to fill my head with stuff like this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfkUF2bAvF0
things that are fit for your mind after a bottle of wine.
life's pretty awful, there's no way around it. but if you learn to accept the reality as it is, it gets a whole lot easier.

-chris

[taintedreams]

thank you thank you

[anonymous]

oh and p.s i really do love the way you write these.

[dft]

fuck we need another one of what we had last saturday
seriously
cause seriously
we need to talk
seriously obviously