In 2007, ( Read more... )

Let's cut to the chase,
'cause it's boring to ramble
The reason, I even took the time
to type this up is because
Its been a/is a problem.

I hate people
talking DOWN to me.
And not just DOWN,
talking to me like;
I'm completely incapable
of doing something, anythingthe slightest indication in tone ( Read more... )

Why can't I make THIS period of my life more entertaining? I guess my purpose in life is not to entertain. So, what exactly is my purpose? Where's my passion for life now? Where's my insight? What do I have to do to find it? No one knows. Never will. Mostly me, but mostly you...

Everyone says I'm bitter.
Some say that I have lost all desire to have affection.
That I hate love.
Is this true?
Gosh...
I don't think I have become that withdrawn.
But, maybe I have.

maybe i was looking for a way in.
maybe i have been looking for a way out.
or maybe, just maybe...

I'm looking for my own way.

Who knows.

I'm sick. Sore throat, nasal congestion, headaches that make my head feel several times larger than it should be ( Read more... )

My voice is gone from screaming. My arms are sore from moshing. My legs hurt from jumping. My neck is stiff from headbanging.

That concert, was: INSANELY AWESOME.

I wish all of you could have been there, it was a fucking blast.

*Ends transmission*

Its one of those days when you feel like the whole world is your enemy. Its one of those days, when you don't feel comfortable in your skin. Its not just 'one of those days'. Though, it seems this feeling has been happening for the last year. Same shit, different day--but the emotions change so frequently you know, that it can't be the same day. ( Read more... )

-Winter has never been in our favor ( Read more... )

Take the first sentence (or 2) from the first post of each month of 2005. That's your year in review ( Read more... )