i miss her....

[tairries_bitch]

*KRYSTAL* god i miss her soo much! i wud give my fucking life just to see her face again. i cant handle this. i cant believe i even brounght this up. i am sitting here at this fucked up comp. crying my fuckin eyes out...i just miss her soo much. how is it that my life (which has no meaning at all) is here living while she is burned up in some

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Sorry

[utah_coiler]

You have no idea how far from the truth you are. Firstly you're life is not meaningless, you're existence is just as important as Krystals or anyone else you have ever met. We are all the same, and in death we can see what it is we really are, equal, equal because neither the very rich, nor the very poor can escape it. Secondly, you belong here as much as anyone ever has, there are people in the world who are happier, who are closer to they're God, there are people who, like you, feel that they're life is so far a waste, but no one is or has had a more important life than you're own, no one. I know it is insane trying to contemplate why Krystal was taken from you, I know that no one can explain to you why some of us die and some of us live on better than learning for yourself. I think Krystal was given to the world and so quickly taken back to put life in perspective, for you and everyone that loved her.I don't think that she would have all the time that you shared with her go to waste, It certainly is not her intent to cause you such

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[tairries_bitch]

hi. thanx..for that...i do know that its not my fault, but when i get upset like that i always think it is,i mean who else is there to blame?! and i really do feel like my life is nothing. but its ok. i just cant talk about her with out breaking down. im sry! everything u just said has made me feel so much better! thank you! i cant believe how upset i got! it was crazzzzy! but i feel a lot better today! :) thanx again. i love u paul. :D

Re: Sorry

[utah_coiler]

No apologizing, my fault not yours. When facing difficult loss that's what people always feel compelled to do, find who's responsible, I really don't have the answer, to me God is responsible, but I wouldn't go so far as to blame him. The only thing I can think of when I look back at all the people I have lost is that it was no one's fault they are gone, but that they're life had it's purpose and it's meaning to others. Indeed it is hard to explain and much harder to understand. Remember, neither you or you're life are nothing, you have learned and experienced things that others, like I, can only dream of or conjure in they're most horrific nightmares, and for that you are strong. You are unbelievably honest with yourself in that you acknowledge your weaknesses, most go through they're lives thinking they are something they are not, trying to be something they will never become. The important thing to remember is that for everything there is a season, so you must also not doubt you're strength, for within you and you're experiences

:)

[tairries_bitch]

i can only hope that u are rite.