Somedays I feel like absolute shit- like I suck at my job, that I'm inefficient and awkward and retarded and generally a mess to be around and some days I'm so on top of my game I feel so awesome like nothing can ever bring me down and I'd be undefeatable forever and ever and ever and then there are the days where I just want to hide in a hole and ( Read more... )

a case of you
joni mitchell

just before our love got lost you said
“i am as constant as a northern star”
and i said “constantly in the darkness"

You'll find someone... just not me.

"love never dies a natural death. it dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. it dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. it dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings."

- anais nin

"What if I told you I felt the exact same way you do about her? That I love him more than anything. That despite knowing him for only such a while, I love him. Would that remind you of yourself? Would you understand the endless longing I have for him, the same way you long for her? Would you think that was the most hopelessly romantic thing that ( Read more... )

Every day is a struggle to get through. Every single bloody day. I am exhausted and I don't even know why I want to exhaust myself when I'm supposed to be having my holidays but I feel so bloody empty if I don't fill every waking moment of my time. Even when I was in love and happy I still had this gnawing urge to fill up every second, every moment ( Read more... )

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