from now on, i'm gonna try to carry a journal with me and write down all of those fly away thoughts of mine! i think that'll work for it, partially at least, well this sounds awesome to me -dont you smirk!-

Those nine years bound us together whether we liked it or not ( Read more... )

dear god my mental blockade finally crashed today and I realized that I will never see my class again. The people that I have laughed with/at, talked to, and seen almost everyday of my life so far. From now on, I have to start over and meet new people, since i can't be clingy-what am i saying? i'm super clingy right now and I don't want to leave em

hmm, whenever i really want to type something, i blank out. But during lunch or volleyball -some random time- i'll have a thought that is meant to be on paper, at least to me. I'll have to figure out how to reverse that.

the romantic's found his cure
his heart discovered the race was over,
and pumped the blood back through again
stomach butterflies were caught by childrens nets,
dulcet harmonies were barred onto sheets
and dreams stacked into stanzas
....

alright yeah, i'm emo. no one likes an emo kid. well i know that, but when you're true emo at heart, nothing can change that one!And i'm sick of the little clicks we have at st. theresas, there really aren't any, but well i'm tired of popularity. it can kiss my ass. and i want friends who don't care about it, otherwise those insecurities rise up ( Read more... )

today i truly realized who my friends are, just by the fact that i have a genuine emotion around them. I don't care at all what the others think of me, besides i am only going to see them for what...7 more days?? And i don't wanna waste my breath talking to people who don't even give me one ear. so...that leaves a few out, at least i'm more energy

Broke through their barriers
plagued the innocent breath
hopeful pleasures were clawed and scratched
to a stripped canvas-clear of evidence
..... i don't know why i don't write endings, or finish-well i do know, but the effort it takes to unbury the scribbled clutter of my mind...there you go, another 1/2 finished thought

wouldnt it be nice
wouldnt it be nice
to take a small understanding <-- this was such a fuckin random ( Read more... )

my lucky day has finally shot me down ( Read more... )