I am beginning to enjoy being alone.

Sore wa ii ka dou ka, wakaranai. Anata wa totemo hoshi da. Tanoshikute shinsetsu na hito kara. Moshi, watashi wa mou ji kan hitori ga irutara, nonki ni naru. Aishteru. Anata ga totemo koishi.

I feel like I am slowly losing my best friend. Part of me wants to fight and then the other part wants to watch the tragedy take its course. This is a time in my life where I need to be selfish and I do not have the heart to do so. I cannot simultaneously strive for the benefits of selfishness and selflessness and maintain the closeness in my ( Read more... )

Mix tapes: modern day love letters

or not

For future me reading back:

Journal entries written in completely irrational emotional states- usually obsolete within 1 to 2 days.

P.S. You will always eventually come around, just be patient.

I am pretty sure this hurts a lot more ( Read more... )

My DAD ( Read more... )

I feel like fool. But I am done now. I deserve better for what I am putting in. I should have read between the lines and actually absorbed them; I should have stayed between the lines. I should have considered the considerations. I need to realize that though I am always willing to jump, most people will not. I need to realize that experiences are ( Read more... )

Pants pulled up ( Read more... )

“Fundamentally, this principle is present in ( Read more... )

It is exremely difficult to eternalize something so abstract as a lesson of life; I admire the monks who spend their days contemplating over contemplating but not really contemplating at all. Time is such a falsity in relation to reality. What seems long is actually short, what seems tragic is actually expected, what seems fitting really rarely ( Read more... )