"i wonder how much of me will die with you."

i was in poetry class and everything that i wrote ended up being about you.

i was reminded why i stopped writing. it's better if i don't write, then i won't think of you.

+ no, i do not want to see you or ever call you again. i just want to lay in my bed and listen to this song on repeat and hug this pillow. i do not miss the way you would never look at me and tell me the things i wanted to hear. i should have let you go so long ago and i regret waiting around for you. i wasted so much time on you ( Read more... )

so, for tonight
i'll stay here with you
yes, for tonight
i'll lay here with you

but when the sun
hits your eyes
through your window
there'll be nothing you can do

i could've treated you better
better than this
well, i'm gone, this song's your letter

oh my god if you only knew. if you only knew...

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M Patrick Parker (1:14:30 AM): I know it was real random that I im'd you tonight, like you said earlier, but I have actally had a rough couple years, and the reason I got in touch w/ you was b/c I wanted to thank you for an im you sent me a looooong time ago when you told me I was a good friend
M Patrick Parker (1:14:48 AM): and over the last ( Read more... )

november is my month to shine, i can feel it!

i love adrenaline rushes of fashion shows. it's keeping me alive and sane right now. these events are escapes from me. i forget about everything in those fifteen minutes. all i care about are my models and the beautiful, beautiful clothing they are dressed in ( Read more... )

i worked at an extremely stressful event tonight. it was the 'men against breast cancer gala + fashion show'. total chaos. we had work the registration tables, organize/hand out goodie bags, dress all the models, and take care of donations ALL at the same time. at one point i was sprinting in my high heels screaming at the top of my lungs, "GO GO ( Read more... )

today i learned a life lesson ( Read more... )