well the past two days has been extremely stressful. actually the past week nearly. i guess in a way, i'm relieved of some of my stress, but i still have some worries. yes, which will hopefully be solved by tuesday, and if not.. then.. shit. lol ( Read more... )

i miss matt so much.

:'(

so.
tony's coming to ep the 27th,
i need people to go with me,
cuz he's bring his friends/a chick.
so..
char/zac/matt.. wanna come?!
i'd love you forever.
:)
next wednesday.

kthx.

♥

( i got bored. )

so okay ( Read more... )

i made two pretty pictures. wanna see?


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alright, i just got finished reading through kat's blog without crying or screaming or hitting something. i have realized that i just can't help this "love" they have for one another, and though i cannot stop him from loving her, i never said i could deal with it. it hurts me so bad, but i think all this goes to the root of me and matt. i feel so ( Read more... )

so i just went through a lot of drama, zac came over and listened to me cry, and in the end it turned out to be nothing ( Read more... )

DUDE EVERYONE'S LIVEJOURNAL'S ARE FRIENDS ONLY EXCEPT FOR MINE.

and no one even reads mine except my lj friends.
this is a giggle.
:)

♥

edit 1:45pm: i really hope matt doesn't get that job, and keep it til school CUZ THEN WE CAN'T GO TO FOOTBALL GAMES TOGETHER AND I WILL BE DEVASTATED.

the end.

last night i talked to people about what's been going on with me, and frankly i think it was rather dumb. i probably should have kept it to myself. basically, problems are not going to arise unless i hang out with these people. perhaps. so maybe this means i should not? ah, to hell with it, i am so bored, and there is not really anyone to hang out ( Read more... )