do you expect me to let us fall apart..

[takemeanywhere_]

I haven't updated in a while. Well, really updated.

I feel at a real loss. I miss him so much, I miss what we used to have. It's such a shame looking back at how we used to be together. When we were best friends, always laughing, always looking out for eachother, and just talking. We could talk for hours and hours and just talk about everything, or

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[xdollydeadx]

"you really dont know what you have til its gone." That saying has had far too much meaning for me this year. Its so true...and thats the worst thing. I don't think anyone ever really doesn't take their relationships with people for granted...we all do it...because its there, and we no we have it there, we take no notice. But later on, when its gone..thats when we notice the part that is missing. Im trying really hard not to have this happen with me and Upjeet...or any of my friends now a days...buts its hard.
Hang in there hunny. You're going threw a rough time..and Im here for you. I'll always be here for you. I know you will get over him one day...as hard as it may seem. You'll have many tears, but once you are over him...the relief and the feeling will be like nothing you have ever felt.'I love you very much <333

[takemeanywhere_]

Awh, thank you so much Alex..That really means a lot to me.
This year has been tough, I think for just about everyone. Everything seems to be falling apart for everyone, but I think it's cause we're all growing up and learning and experiencing things, and it sucks.
I wish I was still a kid, everything was so simple. Not a care in the world. It's amazing how much things can change in almost the blink of an eye..
And it sucks how we have to wait around and hurt to realize if it's a good change or not.

[bitchytink]

i think to get through life you need to ... go through things. to make you realize that what you have and who you have...aka ur friends...are important and special. it shouldnt matter if you have 10 or 1000 friends if they're good, treat them well. or if you have a bf treat them well. if that makes sense. really jess i know we're in a tiff but i think that things like this make you more of a understanding, grown up, responsible, strong person, i really do. so pull through. support is obviously there for you and dont let it bring you down. i just had to comment even tho we're...our friendship is ... not really there. i just had to tell you that...<3..

<333

[mellytree]

maybe its because i'm listening to some sad music, but i dont think anyone has ever been able to touch me so much, no one has ever been able to explain and be so sincere about their feelings like you can, well about this.... i mean i read all of that and i actually feel like i completely understand. not completely understand as in i know what it feels like cause ive never been in love, but completely understand as in i can totally and utterly respect you for everything that you're feeling. you know what? time's a funny thing because when you're having fun it passes by so fast but when you couldnt feel any worse it feels like forever and ever, which makes everything harder. i always say to myself that if i could have anything in the world, i want to control time. try to have some fun =)cause well, another saying that is also very true is "life goes on

[winter_poison]

I dont really know what to say, except that.. what I just read, I could feel it in my heart and soul, and understood what you were talking about, all of it.

You're right, people take whatever good they have for granted. But I'm glad you got to experience, and share love and all that with someone special..
blah. even tho this all sounds corny I also have to say that..what you wrote about love and feeling it and everything feeling right.. just everything. I know that. I know exactly what you meant.. and I also for a little while knew what it was like to lose that.. recently..it makes a person realize a lot of things.. I guess it all depends tho too.
but anyways.. No regrets tho Jess. People come and go, but youuu are forever =) and special always, even if he can't get over himself.. ahh I suck at this..

*hugz a bunch..*

[dollsex_]

Everything is falling apart for everybody Jossica, but I think it's a test. To see if we can pull ourselves back up. I know you can, you're a strong girl with a strong heart<3 Loves you xo

[iamkloot]

everything..so pure ? haha
friggin love you.

honestly jess. you'll get through this. it may take a long long long long long long long time. but you will. and you'll be stronger from it. don't let any boy make you feel like this ever again!
everyone does take things for granted..and that is what screws things up. so all you can do now is remember the mistakes that were made in this relationship..and avoid them in your next one.

anyways. hope your having fun at matt's while im frusterated cause i can't find the adaptor to post my effin pictures from today!!!