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Dec 13, 2005 23:03

so apparently..I am selfish. I "don't care about anybody but myself" and I "only do things if they're going to benefit me". I think I am making myself sick lately worrying about everybody else except for my damn self..and now, I'm more screwed up than ever. I've been so distant from everybody lately, especially at school. Today I was really sick, ( Read more... )

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_heartofthecity December 14 2005, 05:33:47 UTC
so i was just about to update,
& i barely even need to anymore because that sounds exactly like what i was going to write.

i think we just need to go move onto our own island away from people & jobs & school & everything.
i want to tell you to feel better but it's so hard because i know how you feel,
& it's not easy when you feel like this.

you're one of my best friends & i love you very much.

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wickedbassist87 December 14 2005, 06:23:28 UTC
I hope you're alright... you know I love you more than anything... I'm trying to help you, but I honestly don't know what to do right now... I hope what I am doing is good enough, at least from me...

Sorry if I'm agging any of this shit on... you know I don't mean too, I've just been trying to help you...

I don't think you're selfish.. I dunno why you asked me that earlier, cuz you know you aren't... you always worry about me and your friends... so I don't think you're too selfish for all that...

I just want you to feel better, and I know it's hard... I jsut got outta that slump, remember? Chin up babe... things will get better, at least if I'm around I'll be sure to make things better...

I love you, more than you'll ever know.. <3 ::KISSES!!!:: & ::HUGS!::

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wickedbassist87 December 14 2005, 06:25:25 UTC
PS. I wish you would start telling me when this shit is bugging you so much.. I asked you about it earlier and you wouldn't tell me...

I'm only here to help... :( I just want you to feel better... :'(

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wickedbassist87 December 19 2005, 03:48:14 UTC
I know you don't mean anything bad to me... but I only see her once, maybe twice a week as is... so I don't think I'm the problem...

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takemyhand22 December 19 2005, 05:52:07 UTC
yeah..I know he's not the problem, at all. If anything he helps me with my problems all the time. We'll hang out. But I'm honestly just rediculously busy..and yes, I do like to see Pat when I have a little time..I love him. But maybe we can all hang out too?? eh? lol. And the whole selfish thing..I don't think I care. I know I'm not, and as long as you know you're not.. that's all that matters. People are gay.

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