Heartbreaker!

Why am I always looking into the past? Why am I always fighting the current? Why am I always swimming in this sea of memories?

Contentment evades me. Sadness pervades me.

Please, please somebody save me.

I need it to be over.

Scents linger.

Its seems even after all trace of a scent is gone. It lingers.
Something somewhere inside of me wont let that scent go, not yet.
A fleeting scent that catches my nose and reminds me all those memories.
Those attached sights and sounds.

And I don't really know... why I can't let this scent go.
Or why it won't let go of me.

I need to wake up ( Read more... )

So, here's how it works ( Read more... )

I miss my mom. I miss Colin. I miss being in a place where TV and books aren't my only distraction. I miss feeling comfortable.

I want to go home.

And I don't care how childish or selfish that sounds.

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I used to care about my msn name. Now, I know what you are thinking... how is that possibly important? People are dying all over the world, and you are talking about your msn name. I understand that, however, I bring this up because I am curious as to where this integral tenant of my personality has gone. As I sit here reflecting, I remember that a ( Read more... )

Im going running... right... this... second...

Ugh.