I wish we could have been real. I wish we had caught ourselves, not in a time of denial and self-fulfillment. I wish we could have shared something much more meaningful rather than fake and lies and masks. I wish I didn't regret it. I wish I could look back fondly. I wanted so badly to pretend it never happend, and then there you were with your two ( Read more... )

Arg. Shawn, if I didnt think that you might read this, and that you might not have watched Smallville yet, I would totally be writting about it.

Since I can not, all I can say is: Arg!

I just want to be loved. Heart pounding, totally passionate, all consuming. L-O-V-E.

I want to go for a walk. If anyone reads this, and would like to go for a walk with me before an unreasonable hour (10 pm) please leave your comments here.

I finally caught up. I have watched every episode of Smallville ever made. Now I have to wait until thursday!

L-A-M-E.

I love how all of my entries lately are about smallville. I am totally going to look back on this and laugh.

Ok, you know you are far too attached to a television show when you ball during the 100th episode.

I cant stop the tears.

This is my life.

Oh Lex, I loved you so.

I hate knowing the end of the story while I am only half way through.

My life, as we know it, is over.

Im bored.

All I want to do is go hiking.

Did anyone else notice how extreamly warm out it is?

This is the struggle: to change, willingly, from wild beast to tamed stallion. To walk away from the freedom that is killing you, into the confinement that will save you, every step a burden, every breath a weight. Let us laugh, for in laughter there is a lightness that you can find no where else. Let us cry, for in tears there is a relief so ( Read more... )