Rec List: Chaptered
Updated: 14/11/10
Football Is The Gayest Profession...tequilideas
Pete/Patrick, Jon/Spencer, Frank/Gerard | PG-13
Bandom high school football AU, featuring FOB, PATD, MCR and various other guests.
Falling Without Knowing blindinglights
Brendon/Spencer, Jon/Ryan | R
Zack Hall, CEO of America's largest security system, is found dead with a note left behind on the scene by a man named Brendon Urie who's most wanted for murders all across the United States. Clandestine, a secret organization designed for all the tough cases the FBI and police can't do, has been trying to catch Brendon for years. He's always proved difficult to catch, but when Brendon puts out an ad looking for an assistant, the opportunity to do so finally arises. Spencer Smith, Clandestine's best agent, is assigned to the case and sent out to Michigan to try and finally catch him. The mission won't be easy, but Spencer stands confident it'll turn out successful.
But what awaits Spencer? Success, or something unexpected?
Back To The Place behindthec
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't.
Infinite, Sometimes fullcollapse
Brendon/Ryan | R
With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay.
The Resonance Of Dreams melody_so_sweet
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Some days, Brendon felt like he had everything that he would ever want. Looking back, that Monday was one of those days. At least it was, until his luck ran out.
The Heart Rate Of A Mouse beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The 70's fic where Ryan, one of the most distinguished musicians of his generation, falls in love with a roadie he meets on their 1974 summer tour. A twisted, dark and passionate relationship evolves, covering the span of several years, filled with lust, hurt and love.
I'm Not Hungry myheartradio
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
Brilliant Smiles And Barely Scraping By fullcollapse
Brendon/Ryan | R
Brendon's holding something inside of himself. It's far from his heart; that's where his favorite songs are kept. What he keeps secret is held in a place that Brendon himself doesn't even want to try to find.
If Brendon couldn't fight battles, Ryan was more than ready to fight for him.
For A Minute There behindthec
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
He remembers when it was nothing more than playing, writing, making music with the boy who handed him the words and then took his breath.
Where We End Up panic_smile
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan’s father can no longer care for him, and he’s made to live with his mother where he’s tossed into an unknown situation, and taken under the wing of a tragically dangerous boy, William. He learns about the strain of friendships, the battles of life, and his step-brother, Brendon. About changing, fucking up, and sexual experiences and the attachments that come with it.
This Charade Is Never Going To Lastlibbykay libbykay
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Brendon Urie is Mr. Popular, Ryan Ross is...not. Brendon is trying his best to keep up appearances - he even has a girlfriend, sort of - because he's terrified of what would happen if anyone found out about what he and Ryan do when no one is looking...
Every Inch Of Me x_nscangel_x
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Brendon's the typical new kid at this posh boarding school that isn't what it seems. He's been sheltered his whole life, and now has been thrust into the world that is ruled by none other than a stuck-up dick that is Ryan Ross. Ryan is the baddie with a hidden agenda and a hidden past and a mask that just never seems to come off.
when all else fails (i'll be here) whisperdlullaby
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
It was calming, refreshing, like taking your first breath after years of comatose. I felt okay. better than okay. For the first time in my life, I felt what normal must feel like. For the first time, that empty space, somewhere lodged between my chest and my ribcage, was filled.
Welcome Home kristattic
Brendon/Ryan | R
Touring, foreign countries, excessive bantering, secret snuggles, girlfriends, affectionate boy BFFs, girlfriend issues, self-loathing, restaurants, violations of social mores, Walmart visits, misery, angst, mourning, laughter, emotional outbursts, hotel rooms, song-writing, concerts, self-acceptance and the like; it just covers the adventures and misadventures of Ryan and Brendon throughout about a five month period, both on and off of tour.
Yesterdays And Tomorrows selectivelyurie
Brendon/Ryan (Ryan/Keltie, Jon/Spencer) | R
Ryan hasn’t spoken to Brendon in over a year, but Ryan’s doing just fine.
Grace flash_indie
Brendon/Ryan | R
In which Brendon is an actor, and Ryan writes him the script of his career.
The Visitor beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | R
Brendon escaped the dying town he grew up in, and he made it: sold out venues, magazine covers, sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll. Struggling with depression and alcoholism, he begins to visit the place he tried so hard to get away from, seeing the life he could have had, visiting the one person he never could have.
The Black Rose Season beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan, an introverted English Lit. student, is forced to join the infamous Sigma Chi Beta fraternity as a spy. His job is to discover a secret society, which might not even exist. He is only given one clue: Brendon Urie.
Iron, Neon Lights & Weed beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Brendon is an ambitious kid who wants to be the next big thing and joins the Las Vegas underground music scene to get a record deal. At the heart of everything is the underground music club The Bridge. Brendon tries to fit in, and in the process he meets Ryan Ross, a drug dealer scene king who couldn't care less about some newbie, and things get completed because that's just what things do.
Posing In A Ballroom beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan, Brendon/Spencer | NC-17
They have it all: money, fame and a strong foothold in the New York scene of the young and the beautiful. But past the exterior, they are struggling to survive and keep their secrets to themselves as lines between lovers, friends and enemies begin to blur together.
Boston poisontrees
Brendon/Ryan | R
The day I found my sister in the bathtub dead was the day I met Ryan Ross.
In Case The Scene Gets Nasty softlyforgotten
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Better to take the long way home than not to arrive at all.
The Present And The Distance behindthec
Ryden-heavy, hints of everyone, eventual GSF, a bit of Brendon/Shane | NC-17
There are 17,508 islands in Indonesia, about 6,000 of which are inhabited. On August 31, 2008, returning from an Australian tour in the middle of the year's most violent storm to date, a plane carrying Panic at the Disco loses power, veers off course, and crashes into one of the remaining 11,508 islands. This is their story.
Poets Come To Life flash_indie
Brendon/Ryan, Pete/Patrick, implied Spencer/Pete, Spencer/Ryan, Spencer/Greta, past-Pete/Ashlee | MA-15
If you ask Peter, he’ll tell you that stories start every fucking second, but none of them start with once upon a time.
Seasickness peopleexisting
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
A cruise ship is set to take the rich and famous around a few Caribbean islands. Ryan and Spencer work on the ship, tending to one of the filthy rich guests each -- and those particular filthy rich guests just happen to be Brendon and Jon.
Guernica boysinterrupted
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Ryan is a stuck-up artist who lives by his routines and never steps out of his familiar patterns. Then as he gets to know Brendon who doesn't give a shit about rules or routines, or well, anything, it's a collision of two worlds. Surprisingly, an odd friendship springs up from their acquaintance, but then the shadows of the past begin to unveil and soon they find themselves in a huge mess, one that neither of them is going to walk out of unharmed...
Cicatrice sateenmusta
Brendon/Ryan | R
His name is Ryan Ross, well, George Ryan Ross III to be exact, but everyone knows him as Scar. Scar is everything Brendon is not, everything Brendon envies and wants to be. Scar doesn't give a shit what people think about him, and he cares even less about everyone else's feelings. Scar is every bad boy your Mom warned you about, and also few of the bad girls on top of that.
Sequel: Overshadowed
The Homesick beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer | NC-17
They had it figured out, the three of them. At least for another year. But when William moves out, the guys have to find a new flatmate. Brendon is trying to save the world, Ryan is trying to get his academic career rolling, Jon is trying not to crush on a straight guy, and Spencer is trying get back home.
Miguel Sanchez's Grand Slam Of Love beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan Ross, the world’s number one tennis player, 8-time Grand Slam winner whose only true love is tennis, loses to an upcoming talent. What’s worse is that the kid just keeps smiling at him, trying to be Ryan’s new best friend, when all Ryan wants to do is punch him in his rather beautifully shaped face.
To The Bones druscilla_way
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
I want to be so thin, light, airy, that ...
... that when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind.
... that when I walk across the snow I will not leave so much as one footprint to mar its virgin purity.
... that I can dance between the raindrops in a downpour.
Screaming Down The Starlit Sky faded_memories
Brendon/Ryan, Frank/Gerard, Jon/Spencer, Butcher/Siska, Carden/Tom, Greenwald/Tom, Patrick/Pete, Marshall/Cash | NC-17
Arrogance and impulse control -- too much of one means too little of the other. Lines are drawn, alliances are forged, and nothing in Beckett's city will ever be the same again.
Children Of Wrathmidnatstimen
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The one where Ryan is dead and Brendon is charged.
Voiceoverdear_fake
Brendon/Ryan | R
“But nobody ever told you how lonely it gets out there, right? It’s so fucking lonely in the wide open.”
The Stripivesia19
Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer (Brendon/Keltie)
Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross are the two hottest stars on the teen television sensation The Strip. On the show, they play bitter rivals, but behind the scenes - - it’s a whole different story. That is, until falling ratings force the network to let one of their leading men go.
And Don't Twirlpanic_smile
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan’s a 22 year old model, with empty aspirations and disappointment with himself. He meets a hairdresser who needs to belong, and maybe he has to find out what he needs before he can be what others need.
Your Heart's A Muscle And That's Allpluginxbaby
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
He was sick of this cabin and of this fucking glass prison. He was sick of Ryan's nitpicking and of his insensitivity. And most of all, Brendon was sick of singing the bull-shit love songs that Ryan had written about someone who wasn't him.
Unreliable Narratorsredbrickrose
Brendon/Ryan (Ryan/Keltie) | NC-17
Ryan Ross’s first rule for narrating your own life is that you don’t always have to be the focus. You have to be the protagonist obviously, but not the focus. Sometimes narrative distance is necessary for self-preservation. The first rule is always self-preservation.
The Death Of Emosassymorg333
Brendon/Ryan, Brendon/Brian | R
He was always yours, you know. I’m an expert leech, and I am anything but a true original. I do a marvelous job convincing people otherwise, but for that reason, nothing will ever really be mine…
What Happened To The Green Fairies? danimpa
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan is the son of the earl of Cornwall who knows nothing about loving other people, simply about using them for his own desires. Brendon is the son of an outlaw, criminal, lonely and yeah... Coincidence leads them together and then they're thrown through more shit than even I should've been able to think up.
The Know-Hows Of Delinquencydanimpa
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The one where they're stepbrothers.
Bullet For My Valentinedanimpa
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The AU where Brendon's a little convinced he ought to have been black. In the beginning anyway.
Sequel: The Sheets We Slept In Blew Away And Now The Storm Is Over
Football Is The Gayest Profession...tequilideas
Pete/Patrick, Jon/Spencer, Frank/Gerard | PG-13
Bandom high school football AU, featuring FOB, PATD, MCR and various other guests.
Falling Without Knowing blindinglights
Brendon/Spencer, Jon/Ryan | R
Zack Hall, CEO of America's largest security system, is found dead with a note left behind on the scene by a man named Brendon Urie who's most wanted for murders all across the United States. Clandestine, a secret organization designed for all the tough cases the FBI and police can't do, has been trying to catch Brendon for years. He's always proved difficult to catch, but when Brendon puts out an ad looking for an assistant, the opportunity to do so finally arises. Spencer Smith, Clandestine's best agent, is assigned to the case and sent out to Michigan to try and finally catch him. The mission won't be easy, but Spencer stands confident it'll turn out successful.
But what awaits Spencer? Success, or something unexpected?
Back To The Place behindthec
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't.
Infinite, Sometimes fullcollapse
Brendon/Ryan | R
With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay.
The Resonance Of Dreams melody_so_sweet
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Some days, Brendon felt like he had everything that he would ever want. Looking back, that Monday was one of those days. At least it was, until his luck ran out.
The Heart Rate Of A Mouse beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The 70's fic where Ryan, one of the most distinguished musicians of his generation, falls in love with a roadie he meets on their 1974 summer tour. A twisted, dark and passionate relationship evolves, covering the span of several years, filled with lust, hurt and love.
I'm Not Hungry myheartradio
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
Brilliant Smiles And Barely Scraping By fullcollapse
Brendon/Ryan | R
Brendon's holding something inside of himself. It's far from his heart; that's where his favorite songs are kept. What he keeps secret is held in a place that Brendon himself doesn't even want to try to find.
If Brendon couldn't fight battles, Ryan was more than ready to fight for him.
For A Minute There behindthec
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
He remembers when it was nothing more than playing, writing, making music with the boy who handed him the words and then took his breath.
Where We End Up panic_smile
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan’s father can no longer care for him, and he’s made to live with his mother where he’s tossed into an unknown situation, and taken under the wing of a tragically dangerous boy, William. He learns about the strain of friendships, the battles of life, and his step-brother, Brendon. About changing, fucking up, and sexual experiences and the attachments that come with it.
This Charade Is Never Going To Lastlibbykay libbykay
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Brendon Urie is Mr. Popular, Ryan Ross is...not. Brendon is trying his best to keep up appearances - he even has a girlfriend, sort of - because he's terrified of what would happen if anyone found out about what he and Ryan do when no one is looking...
Every Inch Of Me x_nscangel_x
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Brendon's the typical new kid at this posh boarding school that isn't what it seems. He's been sheltered his whole life, and now has been thrust into the world that is ruled by none other than a stuck-up dick that is Ryan Ross. Ryan is the baddie with a hidden agenda and a hidden past and a mask that just never seems to come off.
when all else fails (i'll be here) whisperdlullaby
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
It was calming, refreshing, like taking your first breath after years of comatose. I felt okay. better than okay. For the first time in my life, I felt what normal must feel like. For the first time, that empty space, somewhere lodged between my chest and my ribcage, was filled.
Welcome Home kristattic
Brendon/Ryan | R
Touring, foreign countries, excessive bantering, secret snuggles, girlfriends, affectionate boy BFFs, girlfriend issues, self-loathing, restaurants, violations of social mores, Walmart visits, misery, angst, mourning, laughter, emotional outbursts, hotel rooms, song-writing, concerts, self-acceptance and the like; it just covers the adventures and misadventures of Ryan and Brendon throughout about a five month period, both on and off of tour.
Yesterdays And Tomorrows selectivelyurie
Brendon/Ryan (Ryan/Keltie, Jon/Spencer) | R
Ryan hasn’t spoken to Brendon in over a year, but Ryan’s doing just fine.
Grace flash_indie
Brendon/Ryan | R
In which Brendon is an actor, and Ryan writes him the script of his career.
The Visitor beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | R
Brendon escaped the dying town he grew up in, and he made it: sold out venues, magazine covers, sex, drugs and rock ‘n roll. Struggling with depression and alcoholism, he begins to visit the place he tried so hard to get away from, seeing the life he could have had, visiting the one person he never could have.
The Black Rose Season beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan, an introverted English Lit. student, is forced to join the infamous Sigma Chi Beta fraternity as a spy. His job is to discover a secret society, which might not even exist. He is only given one clue: Brendon Urie.
Iron, Neon Lights & Weed beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Brendon is an ambitious kid who wants to be the next big thing and joins the Las Vegas underground music scene to get a record deal. At the heart of everything is the underground music club The Bridge. Brendon tries to fit in, and in the process he meets Ryan Ross, a drug dealer scene king who couldn't care less about some newbie, and things get completed because that's just what things do.
Posing In A Ballroom beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan, Brendon/Spencer | NC-17
They have it all: money, fame and a strong foothold in the New York scene of the young and the beautiful. But past the exterior, they are struggling to survive and keep their secrets to themselves as lines between lovers, friends and enemies begin to blur together.
Boston poisontrees
Brendon/Ryan | R
The day I found my sister in the bathtub dead was the day I met Ryan Ross.
In Case The Scene Gets Nasty softlyforgotten
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Better to take the long way home than not to arrive at all.
The Present And The Distance behindthec
Ryden-heavy, hints of everyone, eventual GSF, a bit of Brendon/Shane | NC-17
There are 17,508 islands in Indonesia, about 6,000 of which are inhabited. On August 31, 2008, returning from an Australian tour in the middle of the year's most violent storm to date, a plane carrying Panic at the Disco loses power, veers off course, and crashes into one of the remaining 11,508 islands. This is their story.
Poets Come To Life flash_indie
Brendon/Ryan, Pete/Patrick, implied Spencer/Pete, Spencer/Ryan, Spencer/Greta, past-Pete/Ashlee | MA-15
If you ask Peter, he’ll tell you that stories start every fucking second, but none of them start with once upon a time.
Seasickness peopleexisting
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
A cruise ship is set to take the rich and famous around a few Caribbean islands. Ryan and Spencer work on the ship, tending to one of the filthy rich guests each -- and those particular filthy rich guests just happen to be Brendon and Jon.
Guernica boysinterrupted
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
Ryan is a stuck-up artist who lives by his routines and never steps out of his familiar patterns. Then as he gets to know Brendon who doesn't give a shit about rules or routines, or well, anything, it's a collision of two worlds. Surprisingly, an odd friendship springs up from their acquaintance, but then the shadows of the past begin to unveil and soon they find themselves in a huge mess, one that neither of them is going to walk out of unharmed...
Cicatrice sateenmusta
Brendon/Ryan | R
His name is Ryan Ross, well, George Ryan Ross III to be exact, but everyone knows him as Scar. Scar is everything Brendon is not, everything Brendon envies and wants to be. Scar doesn't give a shit what people think about him, and he cares even less about everyone else's feelings. Scar is every bad boy your Mom warned you about, and also few of the bad girls on top of that.
Sequel: Overshadowed
The Homesick beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer | NC-17
They had it figured out, the three of them. At least for another year. But when William moves out, the guys have to find a new flatmate. Brendon is trying to save the world, Ryan is trying to get his academic career rolling, Jon is trying not to crush on a straight guy, and Spencer is trying get back home.
Miguel Sanchez's Grand Slam Of Love beggarsnotes
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan Ross, the world’s number one tennis player, 8-time Grand Slam winner whose only true love is tennis, loses to an upcoming talent. What’s worse is that the kid just keeps smiling at him, trying to be Ryan’s new best friend, when all Ryan wants to do is punch him in his rather beautifully shaped face.
To The Bones druscilla_way
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
I want to be so thin, light, airy, that ...
... that when the light hits me, I don't leave a shadow behind.
... that when I walk across the snow I will not leave so much as one footprint to mar its virgin purity.
... that I can dance between the raindrops in a downpour.
Screaming Down The Starlit Sky faded_memories
Brendon/Ryan, Frank/Gerard, Jon/Spencer, Butcher/Siska, Carden/Tom, Greenwald/Tom, Patrick/Pete, Marshall/Cash | NC-17
Arrogance and impulse control -- too much of one means too little of the other. Lines are drawn, alliances are forged, and nothing in Beckett's city will ever be the same again.
Children Of Wrathmidnatstimen
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The one where Ryan is dead and Brendon is charged.
Voiceoverdear_fake
Brendon/Ryan | R
“But nobody ever told you how lonely it gets out there, right? It’s so fucking lonely in the wide open.”
The Stripivesia19
Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer (Brendon/Keltie)
Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross are the two hottest stars on the teen television sensation The Strip. On the show, they play bitter rivals, but behind the scenes - - it’s a whole different story. That is, until falling ratings force the network to let one of their leading men go.
And Don't Twirlpanic_smile
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan’s a 22 year old model, with empty aspirations and disappointment with himself. He meets a hairdresser who needs to belong, and maybe he has to find out what he needs before he can be what others need.
Your Heart's A Muscle And That's Allpluginxbaby
Brendon/Ryan | PG-13
He was sick of this cabin and of this fucking glass prison. He was sick of Ryan's nitpicking and of his insensitivity. And most of all, Brendon was sick of singing the bull-shit love songs that Ryan had written about someone who wasn't him.
Unreliable Narratorsredbrickrose
Brendon/Ryan (Ryan/Keltie) | NC-17
Ryan Ross’s first rule for narrating your own life is that you don’t always have to be the focus. You have to be the protagonist obviously, but not the focus. Sometimes narrative distance is necessary for self-preservation. The first rule is always self-preservation.
The Death Of Emosassymorg333
Brendon/Ryan, Brendon/Brian | R
He was always yours, you know. I’m an expert leech, and I am anything but a true original. I do a marvelous job convincing people otherwise, but for that reason, nothing will ever really be mine…
What Happened To The Green Fairies? danimpa
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
Ryan is the son of the earl of Cornwall who knows nothing about loving other people, simply about using them for his own desires. Brendon is the son of an outlaw, criminal, lonely and yeah... Coincidence leads them together and then they're thrown through more shit than even I should've been able to think up.
The Know-Hows Of Delinquencydanimpa
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The one where they're stepbrothers.
Bullet For My Valentinedanimpa
Brendon/Ryan | NC-17
The AU where Brendon's a little convinced he ought to have been black. In the beginning anyway.
Sequel: The Sheets We Slept In Blew Away And Now The Storm Is Over