It is here. Officially official, if you will so kindly. I have lost myself to myself. To reitterate, I have lost to myself. There was a time not so long ago when I held love in my hand and not in my chest. I passed it off to others with no thought no effort no negotiation. How is one to do so when life does not permit and people are all passengers ( Read more... )

your dead. yes, your. like you own dead. or at least someone does. push and pull of everything lately makes me nauseaous. that's not spelt right at all. I do however still have my friends- more than ever actually.. and i have a lof really great new friends. i also got some old friends back like victor. it's been real nice getting to see him all of ( Read more... )

I have not been around in a time warp's time. Life has taken me by the horns and said "make it happen" so that's the likelihood for my absence. School, work, WORK, and an occasional party sums up my ventures. For a little brief of my current states, here is a recap of my wants, needs, and obligatory appointments..... more or less ( Read more... )

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I would like to change my color scheme and overall layout of my livejournal. It just looks so gloomy anymore.Maybe it's all the Black ( Read more... )

Today I remembered why I love my favorite band. If you know me at all then it isn't even necessary to breathe the words......... Sarah Brooks gave me a present that I couldn't purchase anywhere- not even at the Galleria. There is your hint. This is rather ambiguous. I am smiling now. Smugly. I am trying to fall in love again. With so many things. I ( Read more... )

Here it is. A blank slate ready and willing to take anything I throw onto it. I don't know if I will be so brutal as to unload all at once though. That's not very nice. This weekend had impact. At least enough to get me to write. I listened to " one ray of sunlight" today 4 times and then followed that action with a double dose of "anthem"... wow ( Read more... )

I will tell you sir that I salute you well, even if you make my life into a never ending, massacred, living hell. Who is this for? Only the wisest can tell! Do tell!

sometimes the music starts and i'm in a movie. then it stops and the next song commences but the set is gone and so am i. someimtes i am rachel and she is me. and sometimes we all need a little shelter to weather the weather. now there are so many things to do but i am bored. there are so many things to be but i am sitting here. there are so ( Read more... )

those look like kitchen doors... he said " yeah, they do" i agreed, "i was just thinking that" i lied.i can't look you in the whites of your eyes anymore either. "true story"