I feel like dancing and screaming and falling, and UGH everyhing. I dont know what I wanna do. i'm so confuxed. Help me...

I'm just scared of the day when I wake up and realize that I'm so cold inside and so self conscience and so shut off to myself that I cant love anymore. He killed me. Inside and out.

I'm so bored, and I don't know what I should do. I feel like crying a lot now, but I never do anymore. I know it sounds weird, but it's true. UGH! I am so emo. O well. Anyways, this weekend I'm going to Allie's house to do the Christmas thing, and I hope she and I can go to this party of John's. I would like to hear his band play live sometime. OOO ( Read more... )

Our New Pix....

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Ugh! That "Dear Santa" thing makes me mad. I am NOT bad! Really I'm not. w/e though. It's not like Santa could bring me what I wanted for Christmas anyways... Wow... today was great. Wednesday and I took pix of ourselves... It's great. I'll post them on here soon I guess. I'm so bored. OOO! I'm going to Wednesday's house tonight, so I wont be on ( Read more... )

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Dude... I was all like yeah and yeah and yeah... and this is what came out of it.
*giggles*


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OMG! I'm a lipstick Whore Now... YAY!

See?

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I've failed again,
so when does this end?
My thoughts convey me,
and my hearts betrays me.

~ I'm gone ~

I've asked for help,
for what I'd been dealt.
My soul is crying,
as a part of me is dying.

~ Alone ~

Locked away,
with nothing to say;
and all I've gained,
will soon fade away.

~ Captivated ~

Back away from all that I knew. I'm lost again.
Fall apart from what I'd found. I can no longer see.
Can you hear it in my voice when I cry?
Can you see it in my eyes when I lie?
Do you care that I'm waisting away on nothing?
I'm gone...