Note To Self:

Never go one day without talking to Gina, even if it's only for 5 minutes.

Quiet an Interesting day.

Woke up at 9 planning on going to Cracker Barrell to get a new job. Checked my phone, turned out Jason stayed home today. Seeing as I really wasnt in the mood to goto Craker Barrell, I ( Read more... )

   Not Much today. I really miss Gina, alot. I wish I had my tickets already. Im stressing so much because I want to go so bad, and its not official yet, not till I have those damn tickets.

After work Josh and Teague came over, we had a few beers good times.

Im gonna hit the sack now, peace out homie.

Oh, and word to your mother in a homeless ( Read more... )

 Im normally not the one to llok at people in perspective. I normally just brush it off and say, "its thier bussiness fuck them". But this shit is getting ridiculous, and now Im going to get it all off my chest.

Recently I have been watching the show on MTV "I want a famous face". My whole life I havent exactly been happy with my body, I have ( Read more... )

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Ryan's DiseaseCause:spaceborne bacteriaSymptoms:excessive dehydration, constipation, occasional hyperactivity, tree-climbingCure:Kryptonite

   Im so sick and tired of this shit. I do the same fucking thing everynight, and its getting fucking old real quick. Granted I love my job, I love the people Im surrounded by, I have created great relationships. A select few of my managers are great people. I dont look at them as managers I look at them as my friends.

Even with all that all I ( Read more... )

What a weekend, fun fun shit right hea. Well here you can now read about it in my entry... You lucky dawg you..

Got home from school, talked to Gina before MSN fucked up, fuck MSN to hell. Called Brit to find out more about our lil party, she said it wassnt gonna happen, she got shitfaced the night before, and she wasnt in the mood to have a ( Read more... )

School, work, home, nothing like the usual.

Got home talked to Gina<3 all is well ofcource. I hate being so far away thou, she is having problums with her best friend. She gets upset about it alot and I just want to be there to hold her and tell her its going to be ok. Plus the fact I want to beat the shit out of this girls boy-friend, he is a ( Read more... )

   Nothing new. Still bored, still heart broken. I hate it when I get like this, every fucking Wednesday. I want to be able to hold her, to touch her, its so hard, so hard i will do everything I can to make it last forever.

Work was gay today, it was boring nothing at all happened. One good thing, there is going to be a massize party Friday ( Read more... )

                              "I'm 15 for a moment Caught in between 10 and 20"

" And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are"

"I'm 22 for a moment She feels better than ever"

"And we're on fire Making our way back from Mars"

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Decent Day,

School, shitty as always. I think everything is going to turn out ok, IM getting back into a routine.

Came home and talked to Gina till 4 when I had to goto work. I wanted to stay and talk to her longer, seeing as I havent had a good convo with her in a few days. I'm starting to miss her alot again. We arent talking as much, she is ( Read more... )