...into an abyss of sorrow and hurt. To swim to the surface to find him holding his hand out to me. He smiled softly and gently pulled me out of my troubles. With his arms wrapped around me, he whispered "I love you" and i felt nothing more then sudden joy. Just wait Master, just wait for me... We'll soon be together forever. And Japan is our ( Read more... )

happy happy giddy gidd ( Read more... )

Friday: A day of lucky events. Shawn came and got me, we went to his house to pack his computer into the car to take to the Lan party SWORD was hosting. We got to cuddle a bit and he asked me to help clean his room. Sitting on his bed was a cuddly teddybear with a necklace around it's neck. I was speechless... i wanted to cry and yet bet the ( Read more... )

there's a file on torrent called "Neon Genesis Evangelion - DEATH" ._. curious about it and it's going to take me 26 damn hours to download ( Read more... )

Behold the un/lucky day before st. valentines. XD i duno if i should consider it a lucky weekend or not. S.W.O.R.D is having thier lan party tonight, shawn is going. Shawn leaves tomorrow for tenn... so he and i can't spend our 2 year annv together, but we'll make due with what we can ( Read more... )

I've been getting a lot of request on ROEmpire about certin anime skins. Problem, i like using the default skin but i accidently overlayed it with something else so it disappeared. -_- working on an Inu Yasha RO skin, cause someone imed me and as a spaz sent each picture in a zip file, when i asked for him to put all the pictures into one zip ( Read more... )

Last night was a horrible night. Found out that shawn is going to visit granny during the weekend, so he and i can't celebrate our 2 year annv together. *Sob* Things happened which got me really down and depressed. Shawn called while i was hunting for Crab Apple Tree place in Perimeter... He got mad. Mom Made me mad, i waited an hour extra and ( Read more... )

and growing to a pitch black. The day looked and felt terrible. My laptop died... started to lag up after a file brian sent me... worried that i might explode in my bag... There goes a waste of $800 and 2 months of working on ( Read more... )

another class period and it's off to study japanese. I just feel like skipping, and oniichan isn't on cause i wanna see him with his hair tied. PIGGTAILS ONIICHAN PIGTAILSLSLSLSLSLSLLSLSSSS!!!!! RAWWWRRR *pop*. @_x ( Read more... )

staying late to study japanese with a fellow classmate. hmmm, Auntie Eunice replied to my e-mail about working for crabapple tree, i just gotta check out the sites. Told shawn bout it, shawn said "Justin works there... You can join his Chinese Gang!" hahah no... I dun know justin that well enough to hang out with him and wear a cool leather ( Read more... )