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ok this is really frustrating me, so i figure i might as well write it out, and what better place then on this thing.
ok well i just got back from visiting Emerson. It was nice. bostons great. Theres a lot to do. i dunno what to think other than that. They've got a good program, lots to offer and it'll be prob be good to say i graduated from there. its close, but not too close, and i dunno if i like that or not. I also would still have to deal with winters. the dorms looked kinda crammed.
savannah thinks im going there next year for sure. I already sent in the 2nd deposit and housing fee, and im already assigned a dorm room i guess. the dorms looked new and cool where i signed up. so yea, it was really nice there overall. Granted there probably wouldnt be quite as much to do as there is in boston, but.. i mean... do i need to have constant distractions? Its beautiful, on the coast, and a total change, which is really what i think i want sometimes. Its a plane ride twice a year, and i'll be way too far away from everyone to ever see them most likely. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck.
I WANT TO GET AWAY BUT I DONT. IM SCARRED TO DEATH ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL ENDING, BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS.
i wish i could just decide.