I had one of the best fucking times yesterday that I've had in a loooong time.
Beach Ball Four Square.
Crazy dancing instead of moshing with friends.
Lots of laughs.
Well needed discussions.
Beach Party Dances.
Warm hugs and big smiles..
Couldn't ask for more...
And there will be more this weekend!
I can't wait.
:D
I'm very content, and it feels wonderful.


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She's gone.
I'll be home in a day or two.

Just to prove that bad things pile up on me all at once:
My grandmother's dying in the hospital.
I'm coming home.

I'm really fed up.
Love circles, triangles, squares, lines...you name it.
Drinking.
Being an idiot.
Being not me.
Being alone and left out.
Being here, even though for some reason it's better than home.