i'm in texas and i just watched billy madison. it's all good.

thank god for winter break. and i don't mean that in vain. i got my scores from my german, psychology, music and english finals. i got straight a's this semester. i don't know what came over me ( Read more... )

so let's see what has happened since the last time i wrote ( Read more... )

we turned the radio on
still remember the song
we held hands and there it was
LOVE.

this is the first time in my lifetime I'm not living for myself.

i don't have a girlfriend anymore. it ended well and sound. i have no hard feelings, and i have my best friend back. jess you're my best friend.

sometimes i look at you and feel guilty for not telling you i love you enough. and for sometimes forgetting to tell you how amazing you are. sometimes i wonder if you even know how amazing you are, and how scared i am those are the things that drove you to want to run away ( Read more... )

i sold five guitars today and two amps. that's pretty good in case you were wondering. and some girl bought about 80 guitar picks and i couldn't figure out why.

i went to ohio for thanksgiving, to see my family. i hate it because they always start telling stories about my dad and what he was like, and it's always "chad, you are becoming so much like your father it's uncanny."

dad, i never met you. but i was born on your birthday. everyone says i'm just like you. you had red hair and blue eyes. my eyes are ( Read more... )

i fixed things, i hope. i'm so tired of screwing up. i'm not going to do it anymore. i hate waking up in the morning only to be reminded that i screwed up the night before and i'm going to have to fix it ( Read more... )

this is ridiculous. i don't know how it's possible for you to think i don't love you. every time i LOOK at you i think about how much you mean to me and how lucky i am. i don't get it, i'm obviously stupid stupid stupid and confused.