I thought I knew my limits

[takua]

I really did.  I thought that I knew what I could take.  I thought that I wouldn't snap so easily, that I could take on that many quests at a single time.  I thought that it couldn't affect me like it has.  I didn't think that writing so much could make me weak, could make me snap.  I didn't realize just how close to the edge that I was

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To your face.

[umbraltear]

I'm saying this to your face because I'm your friend and I think you need to hear it. Your depression is genuine and everything, don't get me wrong, but I mean...come on, Tak. This isn't some forced, career work load. You had every choice to stop writing.

The fact that you had a breakdown over quests is a little ridiculous. It makes it really difficult to feel sorry for you.

So, instead of attempting that, I'll just say this: It's good you found out what was bothering you...now do something about it. Get out of quests you don't need. If one of those is the EC? So be it. I'll understand. So now that you realize it all, if I see another writing-based breakdown in your LJ, I am going to stab you in the face.

With wub. :D

Really though, I'm your friend and I don't think any less of you for this...but there are more important things to be worrying about than this. It makes me think your problems run deeper than this silly superficial stuff. Perhaps that's the stuff you should be worrying about?

Always here for ya',
-Me.