PAST

We have to discard the past
and, as one builds
floor by floor, window by window,
and the building rises,
so do we go on throwing down
first, broken tiles,
then pompous doors,
until out of the past
dust rises
as if to crash
against the floor,
smoke rises
as if to catch fire,
and each new day
it gleams
like an empty
plate.
There is nothing, there is always ( Read more... )

ang tamaan wag magalit (pero may matutunan sana..)

"there is no point in keeping unnecessary secrets.deception.if the main reason for deception is to trick yourself, its not a lie worth telling. a lie should have a definite, unavoidable, external purpose, otherwise there is more danger than relief in it. there are things, more important things that ( Read more... )

una meron kang "im still your friend aint i?you're still my friend aren't u?" at "are you mad at me?"

tapos merong "self-preservation"

tapos may tawag na naganap.

at may "pwede ka ba sa weekend?"

tapos..

waw

may "parang gelpren" ka na meron pang "nakakalutang ka".

sabi nga ni pao: eh nakakatipid pala sya sayo eh. waw. malapit na magunaw ang mundo. waw.

Sometimes we talk too much.rant too much.dwell on negative things too much.and we appreciate the beauty in small bouts of happiness too little.

We cannot work towards achieving happiness with a higher degree of permanence if we blind ourselves and refuse to see it in our everyday lives.

Lets take it one day at a time.

Today was a good day. I’m ( Read more... )

one
fight curses of sleepy hollows and past loves.
two
run obliviously into the night.
three
drown in momentary numbness
four
take refuge in silence.

all undetached from the other.
seeking peace in abandonment.
as four corners no more came to be
defying their own deaths
ruined in their own special ways.

it was bound to happen.
this subtle parting of paths.
where ( Read more... )

hmm.lalabas na ang contact prints bukas.kabado ako.ampanget talaga ng creative shot.i can feel it.

iniisip kong magcommit ng academic suicide this coming sem..21 units..kasama na dun ang thesis..para hindi nako summer grad at makapagmarcha nako..assuming na ipapasa ko lahat ng subjects ko this sem..sana may natitira pang awa sakin si Lord.

hindi pako ( Read more... )

i remember when my sister was in interior design, they had to design a chair in one of her classes. the "bar" chair they conceptualized was given the name "timawa". the concept was a bit ethnic and very local. but what made it special was that it only had 3 legs. 2 fore legs and 1 in the back. pretty much like a tripod. cute. unique. but very ( Read more... )

underline+italics=funny/amusing
italics+bold=faves

1.Physical Education Teacher 
2.Special Education Teacher
3.Elementary School Teacher
4.Teacher Assistant
5.High School Teacher 
6.Early Childhood Educator
7.Nanny 
8.Music Teacher / Instructor
9.Foreign Language Instructor
10.ESL Teacher
11.Special Effects Technician
12.Actor
13.Computer Trainer
14.Outdoor Guide
( Read more... )

 ok.i am done with my part in this effin review of related lit.you suck thesis proposal.you suck acads.you've already taken too much from me today.and i know it's not yet over.

for you..yes you..
i am sorry. i am not mad at you. i am just really tired. and also sad. because i want to be able to do things for you, and you, and you again who may never ( Read more... )

prompted by solo's recent post of excerpt from death cab...

"Summer Skin"

Squeaky swings and tall grass
The longest shadows ever cast
The water's warm and children swim
And we frolicked about in our summer skin

I don't recall a single care
Just greenery and humid air
Then Labor day came and went
And we shed what was left of our summer skin

On the ( Read more... )