My 21st birthday is in about two weeks and I’m flat broke. This is supposed to be the good one, ya know? It’s even on a holiday: Cinco de Mayo. I don’t know what the hell I’m going to do with no money. It just might be one of those "oops, missed another one" birthdays instead of being "exiting shit faced I just turned 21" day. Ya know, I even ( Read more... )

I recently went on a nostalgic journey through the past 8 months and I’m not exactly sure what I have accomplished....mainly nothing except write some almost decent poetry. For 6 months I was in pure agony, seeing the love of my life grow farther and farther apart from me and exploring other people... for 6 months I watched from afar...until I left ( Read more... )

I decided to thoroughly cleanse the house today. I’m sick of living in a constant aura of paranoid energy. This house is filled to the brim with unhealthy energy from my roomie. So today I took the time to create a sage mixture since I have limited supplies right now. The main thing is to try and help decrease the choking feeling I get sometimes ( Read more... )

Today is a day.....for me. My empathy is trying to eat me alive today! So don’t try to bother me with anything difficult because I love you all but....I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL ( Read more... )

So is everyone exited for Organ grinders tomorrow? It will be fun :) everyone must cheer on the models from A-kron. They rock!

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Great party last night. Kudos to Cat and Scott for the gathering. The night was filled with fun times, fear of hospitalization, the shaved circus, and the jar of evil liquid. Apparently it only takes so much alcohol for people to want to do certain things, so by the end of the night every guy in the house was shaved completely bald minus Tommy. ( Read more... )

I’m taking a few days to unwind and focus my thoughts. I’m pretty upset about this past week and the events that took place. Pretty much everything that was supposed to happen did just about the opposite, except the efforts to clean our hearts out all week (I mean on our hands and knees cleaning). Big surprises that happened were not good at all ( Read more... )

Day is gorgeous outside. This is one of those days where I feel the goddess at work all around me. I feel her presence in the air, the earth, in my fingers and toes, in the entities playing all around me. No I’m not trying to be fruity; I just feel her love so strongly today. Sometimes I’m not in touch with my spirit as much as I should be and ( Read more... )

TEQUILLA!!!! YAY!!!!..........

about.....to be....

..stuipid in....5..4..3..2...1.....SHOT TIME!

Who wants to donate to the Jager fund? Anyone?

..........I’m taking bids......................

C’mon you know you want to.

It’s only going to the greatest thing since sliced bread!