Ok so yeah I’m in pain. I just stretched my ears from 1/2 inch to 9/16 and IT HURTS. And I know anyone who knows me will say ok she’s not one to complain about pain, but this really fuckin hurts. I’m surprised at myself. Bactine is my friend. All I can do is cuss like a sailor and chain smoke. Damn those people who make tapers that jump sizes ( Read more... )

Uncontrollable, clogging, chocking. I’m huddled, bundled in this web of unadornment. It tormenting me. It looks me in the face with intimidating size.

I’ve been living off of coffee and cigarettes for a while now...it’s not too bad once ya get past the craving for food and exercise. I’ve been playing around with a digital camera to entertain myself and my apathy. I also understand how people can watch day time TV now. I actually figured it out!......they have no lives and its the only thing on TV ( Read more... )

I got to run around doing errands with Richie today. We went to his moms house and then to his grandmas. I made sloppy Joes tonight it was pretty good. Then I went to my moms where I picked up a few essentials...she was a sour as ever. lol I finally brought over some white sage to cleanse the basement of Richies house for him. I discovered the ( Read more... )

Ok I’m bored and I’ve been sitting at the computer for like....um....I’m not really sure anymore. lol if some one doesn’t save me ill be forced to watch days of our lives and write on myself in riddles!!!!

I'm drunk!!!! And I love wine and beer and stuff lol

It doesn’t really feel like Xmas this year for some reason and I’ve been continuing to battle my depression. Unfortunately it’s caused me to seclude myself for the most part and now that I’m able to sort of maybe be in public again no one I call is ever home. Sigh....work sucks as usual and my boss is an ass hole. I’m thinking of transferring ( Read more... )

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Today was just another day with a hint of hope that something good will happen shadowed with a touch of anxiety. I took care of some business today that helps me feel better but in order to do that I was countered with negativity. I try to take each day as it comes now but when you see someone who has nothing nice to say not even "hi how was your ( Read more... )

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