So, things didn't exactly work out as I had maybe hoped, but fuck it. I've apologized, I've tried to smooth things out a little bit, and there isn't much else I can do besides try and keep the peace in the future.

I'm a little nervous about tonight. Just a little. This is what I'll be wearing. I know it's not quite as flashy as the other dresses ( Read more... )

Kay. Tired, tired, tired. Stressed, stressed, stressed. Less stressed now. Excited, excited, excited. Am...highly infatuated, enjoying every minute, what I look forward to, best shirt I've ever had. Hopefully not being too clingy want him to like me. want this to be something. At the moment, very hungry. At the moment, very lazy...do I have ( Read more... )

I've been spending the bigger part of my time away from school. Working on my flat, trying not to break everything I own, and spending time with Lufi. This only makes me wish school would end all the more quickly, and I can't wait to be out of here. Except now, they've posted the NEWT timetables and they're just days away, and I'm feeling ( Read more... )

I have managed to get myself a flat for when school ends. A very nice flat, with mostly everything I pictured my first flat to have, if only a bit smaller, dustier, and in need of a few minor repairs that I'll have to deal with later. With the help of my pseudo-fiance, I managed to get the price knocked down 28 galleons. He probably won't read ( Read more... )

So, that's what being a teenager is all about, hm? I hope Malcolm's doing the same, if only for the hope that he's realizing how much fun we could have together acting the way I did the other night. Perhaps that's where we went wrong. Will have to speak to him... Really just what I needed. Refuse to feel guilty about it, or regret it. Was simple ( Read more... )

Calling it what it is didn't feel so awkward the other day, but it is what it is. I guess I don't feel the need to explain to everyone how it will be and what it is now, although I thought that I did. Maybe should, but I'm in no mood, and it's fairly easy and simple. I have a good feeling we're both right ( Read more... )

Well, as my luck would have it, I'm sick. Woke up and my head felt like it was going to explode. My ears wont pop, my nose is stuffy, my throat is burning and I look positively icky. Manage to get myself down to the kitchen and get some broth. Was going to head up to the hospital wing, but felt a bit woosy and decided it best just to go back to ( Read more... )

Meeting new people and gathering new friends is great. Seeing old friends and remember why they're your friend in the first place is comforting ( Read more... )

I love the people I'm around. Despite whatever push-and-pull that's been going on around me lately, I'm still having a grand time these days. Sensuality and confidence spinning. Things appear to be evening out. Now, that's not exactly the romantic notion of extremity but a few days of the simple might just be what they soul needs. It's just all ( Read more... )