i guess life is no different than history, you have your beginnings and then your battles some go good, most go bad. and when things are all set and done with your left with a story... in life i lost a few battles but i like to consider myself like william wallace, just keep trying until you die for it. and in love i have at 2 wars, i lost both to ( Read more... )

there isn't... but anyway

life is unfair sometimes, especially when you let yourself believe things will work out BECAUSE THEY WONT only if you work yourself to the bone with things work out just how you want them... there is some wisdom NEVER SIT DOWN because when you do someone else is doing what you should be

-Talis

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as was apinfully pointed out today, i can't write so bare with me if anyone reading this cares to go past the first sentance and see its a partial whine. THERE IT IS, I ALREADY OUTLINED THE TOPIC, so if you dont care go away... i almost thought about censoring that, but why lol. why censor anything? in reality if someone doesnt like it they didn't ( Read more... )

This time of year hurts alot... every year, here i sit on my back porch sound of crickets only in the distance with the cold damp air weighs itself down on my shoulders and is inhaled and subsumed into myself... it makes me reflect alot and its so beautiful its painful sharing it with my ciggarette and a beer instead of wrapped in the warmth of ( Read more... )

Well again I find myself back in the dumps... seems everytime it gets worse and worse... I miss when things where simple... cro is going good... i've about had it with society... i dont understand 70% of its people and why things always have to be complex. Life is so simple if you just roll with the punches, maybe thats the secret to the world and ( Read more... )

Life is interesting now adays, can't say it perfect.. but im always on my toes. being in debt is like someone always tapping you in the nuts going PAY THIS SHIT OR IT WILL FEEL LIKE A BOOT NEXT TIME... and trying to get out of the house is harder than one would think... and most think its pretty hard. but on the other hand im getting more fit and ( Read more... )

so, i realize... im rather immature, and was extreamly thick headed for thinking i was mature ( Read more... )

i missed cro... shitty... im home sick... i mis being alone... i miss not being alone.... i need a beer

i updated, and i figure why not update for no other reasin than something to do... here i sit in my friend steven's "brothers" room on his spare laptop awaiting time to play AO, short for anarchy online.. a decent MMORPG, and i stress decent... he has a dog here that is scared as fuck if i fart in his face... he runs with what should be a tail ( Read more... )