I used to be evil ( Read more... )

I wish i was good at that

She made me feel different
Then I ever had
I knew that she loved me
and for that I was glad
I screwed it all up
Now I've got nothing left
cept my hopes and my dreams
and thoughts of my death

This weekend was great
but now I'm in hell
Diva just left me
I'm not just a shell
I've got nothing left
No hope in my life
The girl who I lost
Turned me to the knife

My angel Diva ( Read more... )

I have lost my inspiration to make the next chapter of my story. I cant see it in my head anymore ( Read more... )

It's early morning. My alarm rings. But for once. I wake up happy. Today I get to live the dream I've been having for weeks. It's december 18th. I've taken off the next 3 weeks of work. Diva is out for winter vacation from school. She is 18 now and hasn't taken off the ring I gave her for her birthday even once. I told her I wanted to find one that ( Read more... )

my quote was right. love can ignite stars. But even stars die.

Wow. In the past few days i have prayed to god more then the rest of my life combined. If im not on the phone with diva or actually with diva. i am praying that god helps me to show diva how much i love her. that he makes her realise how important to me she is ( Read more... )

The dark is generous ( Read more... )