well since i'm not going to get to talk to you for a couple of days i'll tell you how much i'm going to miss you and how much i love you babe....i always look forward to talking to you everyday. its awesome =). i have lots of fun and you always put me in a good mood. i love you Christina, i'm going to miss you a lot while you're gone...i can't ( Read more... )

i feel so unfocused right now. so much going on in my head right now. Christina, new computer, friends having issues with their women, Christina, school, money, Christina, bills, lots of crap. i miss you Christina =( i wish i just fucking had you here. i think this may have something to do with me not sleeping right or eating right. i dont do ( Read more... )

{Christina you come first (as always ;)) Everyone else your reading material is down past this first big chunk of text HAHA ( Read more... )

Well today has been pretty uneventful for the most part. About the only exciting thing that happened was that i got to talk to my carnie :D. i love you ;). some interesting conversations we had....we always seem to have interesting ones. the one about religion though....erf. i dont think that your parents are going to like me if they find out ( Read more... )

I'm too tired to make a very lengthy journal today. Havent been sleeping a whole lot lately hehehe. School is goin good...though i think may have done not so good on a quiz today. I know of a few that i missed. Oh well....just have to hope that i did screw up too bad. On a completely different note....i miss my carnie...lots. she means the ( Read more... )

well tonight has been pretty good. I talked with some people, went out for a drive. learned some of the roads better. after that i came back in and sat in front of my computer for a bit. watched the simpsons. went back to my computer and then i FINALLY made something!! i used photoshop to design a web layout :D. though i did do it using a ( Read more... )

gah, looks like i'm going to have issues sleeping tonight just like last night. Though we have AC now so it shouldnt be that big of a deal. been running around the apartment like a damn psycho for the past hour or so. watched an interesting show on tv, Have a Beer With Mike. very strange show...i've also been thinking about my future a bit. i' ( Read more... )

cant...sleep...too hot....godammit! i think i've gotten about an hour of sleep since my last entry. Its just too damn hot to sleep. I finally started to get to sleep and then i started itching from the heat. It really sucked, kept me up. I'm still up, unable to sleep. i miss you woman....i need you =( i guess i'll talk to you later on today ( Read more... )

one last update before i crash for the night. I'm tired, my head hurts, and i miss my carnie =(. sooooo much love but yet sooooo much missing....if ye read this before you leave in the morning, I LOVE YOU DAMNIT!

blah my head hurts. perhaps from lack of sleep :D. Sitting here with David right now disussing Kung Pow: Enter the Fist. I haven't seen it yet so he's going through the whole movie. Sounds pretty good. I miss you Christina =(. I love you very much. Its very goot....so goot i wanna go all splodey!!!! i hope that school gets better for you. ( Read more... )