I wish I could explain to everyone how I feel. I wish I could tell everyone what keeps going through my head. Im afraid if I did, my friends would turn away. Sometimes Im afraid to show me. Just because I dont want my friends to think differently about me. I dont wanna pour everything out, because I dont want to dump all my problems on my friends. ( Read more... )

Yikes. Today was fun I guess. I got up threw on clothes and went shopping. I blew 100 bucks today. It was great. I got new undies! Yay that makes me happy. And I got a really cute belt and a cute shirt. AND YA. Oh I got a new toe ring... its pink. Ya a lot of what I bought today was pink. Im on a pink frenzie my friends. Yes. So I think Im gonna ( Read more... )

Oi. Im tired. Echo got picked up last night at like 10:15ish. And I made 55 bucks! woohoo go me! Ya so I was tooooootally right about Katie and her crush. I KNEW he liked her. I KNEW IT. And hes oober hot. Go Katie! Im really tired right now. Im so glad I didnt have to wake up early or anything. But I got my coffee and I wanna go to Caffe Luna and ( Read more... )

Woo had a heart attack there. I forgot my password for a min. BUT i remembered it! yay! *skips* ya my lip stud ball keeps fucking coming unscrewed. its really startin to piss me off. ya we had a garage sale well 2 actually we totally banked woohoo *skips again* ya so moms being really cool with buying me coffee and money for movies and ya. OH YES ( Read more... )

I am sick of being treated like Im dumb. How fucking stupid do people honestly think I am. How stupid do you think I am to sit there and believe some fucking person is gonna quit drugs. FUCKING BULL SHIT. I ENDED A FUCKING 4 year friendship today. BECAUSE I WILL NOT DEAL WITH BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT. I WILL NOT sit there and fucking be lied to. ( Read more... )

IAM ooooober bored. Just got done watching room raiders. tears. i wanted to watch the ashlee simpson show. ooo another shows on im gonna scram. later

Im bored. I just got done babysitting Echo. OH I WANT A KID. With big dimples. Shes so cute! Im too young for a child and far too impatient. But thats ok ( Read more... )

Why yes thats what I said... Suddenly it got interesting... It= my life. Ok so heres my BIG update. I quit my job. I was actually somewhat civil about it. I was bitchy in a nice way.. hehe Im good at that. So ya quit that. Mom was really angry with me, lectures bla bla bla, then Katie, lectures bla bla bla. So ya. And then Yesterday I think I kinda ( Read more... )

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I quit. 2 simple words makes my family quit talking to me. I fucking hate this. I quit my job and its like Im fucking up my life. Jesus H Christ