i fucking have no friends and it sucks. my summer sucked so far. i get ditched every day by my only ''friend'' who isnt even my friend anymore. and i have done nothing but spend time with my family because all my friends disowned me. whatever. you are a fucking liar anyway.

i got a new kitten. its dumb. both the kittens are dumb cause they arent my ( Read more... )

my sister comes tonight at 730. but i have a soccer game at that time so i cant even see her when she first comes.

my best friend ditched me today. so now i have nothing to do. arg.

yesterday i cleaned ALL day and it made me have the hiccups like 10 times.

"I'll let you get the best of me
 Because theres nothing else that I do well."

i had my first driving lessons this morning and i didnt crash. sweet deal. i get my permit tomarrow! :)

my sister comes in 2 days. im uber excited!!

so far my summer has been lame. all my friends disowned me. oi e vay. oh well.

i want my effing report card. dumb mailman.

i miss my cat :,(

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i have orange ( Read more... )

i finally got my computer back. sweet. :)

graduation was sad. i cried. im gonna miss all the seniors next year.

i saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants with heidi yesterday. it was so freaking awesome! i LOVE that movie.

i realized last night that i dont take death well. because its the ultimate form of change. and i HATE change.

"Hey there ( Read more... )

three day weekend. YESSSS.

senior prom was really pretty. i hope our senior prom is at that place. oh and kasey and myself already planned our senior prom. were sharing a limo with her sister and kt riche. and im wearing yellow and kts wearing pink and kasey and kels are wearing their favorite colors. and the theme is gonna be 'were at the top of ( Read more... )

i officially LOVE this song. were at the top of the world by the juliana theory. times ten. it makes me happy :)

Were at the top of the world
You and I
We've got a lot of time
And it sure feels right
Cause you reached in your pocket
And pulled out a pass
That says you can take me anywhere

Sha la la la
Sha la la la la la la la

teen arts was today. fun ( Read more... )

last night my dad was talking about getting a dog. i dont want a stupid dog. a dog killed my cat. you can't just replace him with a stupid dog!! i want my cat back... the other night before i went to sleep i reached down to the foot of my bed to pet him and then remembered he wasn't there anymore.. this sucks.. :'(

"And im hoping you'll be back
But I guess you won't be coming back..
It's another long night alone,
Just another sad slow song
It's playing on the stereo.
Another night to figure out what went wrong.
What went wrong.. when i was gone.
Listen to songs
I'll sing along
Maybe I'll feel better."  <|3

arg. this is one big fucked up complicated mess. and its YOU who i feel sorry for. everything was perfect and it fell apart so easily.

<|3      "And once again..
we're further away from what we never had
So why should I take your hand
When you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much ( Read more... )

this weekend was one of the worst ever. the only fun thing was prom.

friday sucked because i lost the election and now im not even in SGA. but oh well its cause no one in my class likes me. I don't blame em.

yesterday my cat that ive had for over 10 years got killed by a stupid fucking dog. that sucks the most. he would always walk with me to the ( Read more... )