Title: The First And The Last Time
Author: TalliW
Characters: Abby
Rating: K+
Disclaimer: Primeval are the property of Impossible Pictures. I write just for fun. So don't bother me.
Acknowledgments: Thanks to fredbassett for beta-reading. I couldn't have done it without you.
The first time she had to hack a network she nearly got caught, but there was no one else there who could do it better than her.
The first time she had to lie, she felt terrible, but there was no one else there who would spin a tale to cover up the incident.
The first time she had to kill an animal she had tears in hers eyes, but there was no one else there to protect the child.
The first time she had to identify a strange species she failed, but there was no one else there who could help her.
The first time she had to take charge she felt incompetent, but there was no one else there to give orders to the men.
The last time an Anomaly opened she let the raptors escape, because she didn't care anymore.
The last time she had seen Helen she had shot her in the head, because she was the one responsible for all the deaths.
The last time she departed the ARC she left a bomb behind, because she knew she wouldn't return to that place.
The last time she walked over the burial ground, she asked herself where her grave would be.
The last time she stepped into an Anomaly she felt the ghosts of her friends walk beside her.