I hate cell phones. Being away from the house isn't enough... I get phone calls. And text messages so I can still stress about my home life when I'm safe away in Beaverton. Good. 
I thought I'd be missing all the action of the hacienda... but I'm not. I'm enjoying my time away. 
However, i would be having much more solitary time if it weren't for ( Read more... )

It's good hardly anyone gets on these things anymore because I'm about to wordvomit all over myself before real vomit comes out. 
How do you stop the nausea?? Each thought and memory sends my stomach plumetting, like he's trying to escape. And it literally feels as if I am about to upchuck my insides. 
I can't listen to any of my music. Incubus is a ( Read more... )

 I feel like I have a mother fucking ocean in my stomach. No joke. 
Something about the past week has been shitty for everyone. 
Last night was Andy's birthday, he's 20 now, what a tease!!! 
Noelle hasn't been to the house in almost a week. George and and Andy pretty much live with us now. 
And I can't stop sleeping. I feel so damn sick all the time. 
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Walking around the cold, leaf ridden streets tonight made me realize that I'm not lonely. 
For once, I want to be alone.

For once, someone loves me, and I want to be alone.

What a strange strange world we live in.

But I'm pretty happy about it.

DONT YOU LOVE THE WEATHER??

 Ive have so many thoughts. And I wish I could lay them all out for the internet world to analyze and read, but 7 weeks of not writing in my livejournal has accumulated too much shit and I'm going to go off what I feel.

For the most part, I'm happy. Moved out to NE with Kate. Rekindled my friendship with CaseyCoffeeBoy. I'm not lonely. I'm really ( Read more... )

Birthday Birthday!!!!

Its true, i wish certain people were still in my life to celebrate it, buuuut its all good. 
Were going to the beach at Kate's parent's beach house. 
A nice little get away and I'm very excited.

Anyone up for coming???
Bring your friends. Your alcohol. And come party!!!!

I love the smell of chemicals on my head... not. 
But it will all be over soon and hopefully it will be good. 
And hopefully will be the color that is growing out of my head. 
So, natural, yes.

I'm in new mexico right now. I get home in one week. 
I go to colorado on sunday. and on wednesday I see incubus at red rocks. 
I'm stoked. 
That will be the ( Read more... )

First day of summer was a few days ago. 
I got to go to Sauvie's Island and pick strawberries and go swimming for a little bit. 
That was fun. Then I had to work... not so fun. 
The last two days I've been pretty under the weather. It's hard to move, my throat is all swollen and I have a horrible headache. 
And I've had to work everyday for the last ( Read more... )

If you see us in the club, were acting real nice.

That is the funniest shit ever. 
A freaky white girl, a vain yet undenyingly attractive white boy, and a black rapper all chillin the club.. dancing, mingling.. hanging, what have you. But everytime you see them, walk past them, catch a glimpse; they are smiling. Or shaking hands. Offering candy to ( Read more... )

Work is unbearable at this point. 
Too much drama to mention. I would love to be out of it. I would love to know nothing about the conflicts that are brewing inside of the Giovannis fucking restaurant...but I am involved and can't really get out of it at this point. 
Good.

Everything else is shit too. 
Aymie and Andy have been there each day and that ( Read more... )