"why can't things go back to the way they used to be
why cant we be happy again
why is it every night i cry myself to sleep
they said things would get better..but they keep getting worse
i thought once i faced my feelings, they'd go away
but its just more tears..one after another
so much hurt..so much pain- things will never be the same."

yo..im at chrysanne's house rite now, waitin for cath to get out of the b.room so i could get dressed :) lets see, besides my whole being depressed kinda thing, christmas and my birthday were pretty okay. i got a lot of stuff, a new stereo, a digital camera, a membership to the gym, a dvd player, i was supposed to get a car from my uncle george, ( Read more... )

well this holiday weekend has been rly bittersweet. My friends have been great and they rly made my birthday special for me, a lot more special then anyone ever has before. i loved celebrating it with them. and this holiday has rly made me realize who my real friends are. like who i should even bother with anymore. and as i said last time, its hard ( Read more... )

yo..this weekend was so f'n awesome!! like i w gettin real bummed out about my bday and how it was gonna suck and stuff..but w/e. so my me and my mom had planned to go to newyork after school and then come back around 8. so we go, were at grand central and next thing i kno what looks like some homeless chick starts like clawing at me and my bag, ( Read more... )

I LOVE JADE MARIE RAMOS! i just thought everyone should be aware of that. and i love evryone else that still loves me too! peace homies
p.s. i miss you kim :(

"If an American was condemned to confine his activity to his own affairs, he would be robbed of one half of his existence." ~Alexis de Tocqueville, 1835 ( Read more... )

wow.i'm in like complete shock rite now. rly. its amazing how different perspectives makes situations like completely different when ur lookin from different points of view. im almost completely positive that everyone when there tlakin about wht happened last nite, that includes me. and lookin at it now, i guess i fucked things up big time...i can ( Read more... )

rip cam :(

so yesterday was cool when we all went to yankee candle...and i didn't feel good..so i stayed home from school again. but u wanna kno whats the coolest thing in the world to do, to just copy your cousin and stay home from school too...ugh. my cousin like ocpies everythin i do, and im like rly pissed cuz the whole point of staying home from school. ( Read more... )

well i just updated this like a couple days ago, and theres nothin rly to say, cuz liek everythin that i said last time is still the same lol. but chris´party was awwwesome. me and laur got dropped off at like ten 30 and then we just kinda hung out at his house, then we went and picked everyone up and headed up to the paintball place. dude i was ( Read more... )