Though I could've written this a few days ago, I procrastinated... However, I have had daily reminders, so...... There is a specific aspect of the driving portion of the game I do truly love.... two things actually.... but they equate. that's driving while it's snowing.... not in the snow, but during. The other, driving in a heavy fog. ( Read more... )

Last few weeks have been pretty.... well, not good any way. Still sleeping like crap... No nightmares, I think, but sleeping terribly. Been feeling trapped.... antsy. Not good combinations..... Still, this couples with other experiences, and a constant, non-stop chaotic mental noise.... I've concluded a couple facts of life.... Well my life ( Read more... )

MOTHERFUCKER........ We just got hit with one about an hour ago. What were the odds of that happening? Right here in Fredirickson. Lots of damage, but not to the buildings.... that I know of. Rail cars and full Joboxs flipped over, light poles and trees knocked down.... and lots of broken windows and shit.

How did California go? Unless you have yet to go.... In which case ignore this, and it will be a surprise when I ask later....

God dammit..... Even before I start, I already realize I've forgotten most of what I was going to say.... Fucking memory ( Read more... )

I spent a great deal of last night standing in my parking lot....  Watching the sky.  The show was amazing....   Gods how I miss those.   More than once I say shapes in the clouds,  the Eye of Osiris for one....  At i pointed this out and raised my arm,  lightning flashed across the sky, igniting the very path I moved my hand.... This was odd.  It ( Read more... )

I should've put this on last entry...... but 1 it was to long as is, and 2.... didn't see this till after ( Read more... )

I've been staring at this fucking blank screen for a few days now.... I've nothing I want to say, but a need to say it ( Read more... )

Well... truth is it's slightly off.... as there are far more than stated......  However, over all I believe this sums it up pretty well......


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Well.....  it bloody well seems I'm still here....   I really don't feel to write....  but as I'm sitting staring at the walls or ceiling...... I don't wish to do anything else either......    Right now...... writing....    Writing anything, seems to, if not quite the Hell of static and white noise,   it does maybe calm it..... Mask it ( Read more... )