at this point there is really nothing to say.
why cant i just accept this?

its funny how for some reason you feel as if everything you do is right, and everything we do is wrong.

what was your past like?
who was your best friend growing up?

once again i am left alone.
fall does this to me.

and after that, how am i supposed to think of anything anymore?
what makes you so different from all the others?

all i have ever wanted in life were the simple things.
i just wanted to hold your hand in the park when it snows.
i just wanted to open the door for you when you got in the car.
i just wanted to sit in my room and listen to music.
and you can tell me how much you dislike aaron weiss.
i never wanted anything else.
except maybe one more chance.

You're burning away the false comforts and setting me free.

everything that i have lived for is meaningless.
oh God forgive me.
you are a God to be feared.

i used to just count on everyone else telling me what was going on.
now i just accept the fact that everyone hides it because they are afraid to hurt me.
thanks?

i am realizing more and more each day that it will never be like that again.
i will never be that person in your life again.

long summers change everything.
short winters bring an atmosphere of youthful and childish rebellion.
i am right here!

i feel as if everyone around me understands all of this but you.
and you still never answered my question.