lol so last night was ponchos and I got more drunk then I ever have been before...not that I remember much...some older guy named Peter (in his 40's a bit balding and way too drunk) met me in the line at the bar and he asked my name and stuff he seemed nice but ya know not for me so I was just beeing nice and he asked if later he could buy me a ( Read more... )

Thats hot....

I take it back...I take it ALL back...guys are jerks and they always will be....

All I can say is wow...I went out with Jeff last night...and wow...no words...lol

He finaly did it...Mike called me last night...Im afraid something is wrong so Im going to call him back...and hope I have enough will power to only make sure things are okay

Ive been depressed lately...not sure exactly why...could be Mike...could be someone else...today I have been crying what feels like every 5 mins...Im crying now...wich is making it extreamly dificult to to open this bottle of vodka....Im going to feel this in the morning....

So I went down to Everett Washington this year...to watch the dance comp it was alright...the drive down seemed long and was rather boring other than the banter between Dave and I (Chris' Boyfriend) over the walkie talkies :P because I was driving alone and Dave and Chris were in front of me. on friday night I had the strangest dream...I was living ( Read more... )

Meh the news....I broke up with Mike...Melissa is gone to Kamloops I was suposed to go with her for the drive but I wasnt feeling well so I changed my mind...I really like this guy but he doesnt even know I exsist practicly....oy I havent really had a crush in a long time...oh well...I went to the mall with Kyle the other day we bought movies... ( Read more... )

Haha so I finally have news! something new happened to me...I went to the Ponchos (bar) with my friend Alida on wednesday...it was alot of fun I met this guy named Mike and he asked for my # and I gave it to him....seen him everyday since and were seeing each other now :) hes older than me tho...28 but hes sweet and I really like him....

Wow more than a month since I last updated...even though I check on you guys everyday practicly but I never post myself. its bad when even Justin out posts you....Happy new year to you all... first of all a few months ago Cavin (who I hadnt spoken to in months) calls me to tell me he has moved back so he and I could be together...rather shocking I ( Read more... )