At this current period in time I really really really don't want to be sitting in this chair. I attempted to sleep but for some reason the left side of my body decided to like, go numb or some stupid shit and I thought I was having like a heart attack or something. So I ran to the bathroom where I proceeded to think I was going to throw up (which ( Read more... )

I think I've had an epiphany. I'm not sure seeing as I've never had one before. Looking through old pictures set of timers in your head that says "time to take it out". Preheating the oven for set moving on that you never really do ( Read more... )

Hmmm...how long has it been since I updated? A while. Well, yeah, nothing really to talk about ( Read more... )

"One new voicemail" starts hearts that have been turned off. does everytime ( Read more... )

What to talk about...nothing at all. It's around 5 in the morning and I decided to go downstairs to get a bowl of cereal and a poptart for breakfast since I never seem to get up in time for it normally. Resorting to watching "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" re-runs all night and drinking some orange kool-aid that seriously tastes like Metamucil(sp?) So ( Read more... )

Wow...it's already July 8th. Where is the summer going? I was set on having one of the best summers in a long time and it's just running away without me doing anything important. I am currently trying to be coaxed to go to the "Church of Satan" or something by a friend. Don't ask, I have no idea. But the fact that he said "Church of Satan" just ( Read more... )

Fourth of July hasn't been so fun. haha Just ask Jennifer. Went to my cousin's in town for the whole annual lighting of the illegal fireworks, which is normal for every year. The fireworks were amusing, you know, like any other. For some reason, not many people were around but I lit my first firework all by myself. haha I know that doesn't sound ( Read more... )

I hate the way that you hold my heart even though you've had it for such a short time. You make me feel safe, your arms are my branch in raging waters. If we were in an alternate universe where you actually cared, I think I'd still feel the same. Phone calls are life support to me and you hold the plug. Sometimes the wishes that you work so hard on ( Read more... )

Sometimes I want to call you a thousand times just to hear you say hello. Sometimes I actually pick up the phone and dial, sometimes I don't. Dialed numbers into ringing. But that's only in my head because I wish I could. Truth is, when I actually get you on the phone, I'm jealous. Jealous of the phone reciever...so close to your mouth ( Read more... )

Gah...I just ate like four bagel, bologna, and cheese sandwiches and now I feel like I'm going to throw up my ass. But yeah, anyways...what do I have to discuss? Nothing...exactly. Isn't that sweet?! No ( Read more... )