just tell me when it's all supposed to get good. when that one, definitive moment comes. when you can look at your life and realize that it's everything you ever wanted it to be ( Read more... )

i want to take more treks down to the river at night, and sit around the fire and talk. and laugh.
and feel completely at peace drawing my name in the sand, wishing it wouldn't have to end.

i remember nights where you would come over and watch random movies, like Carrie or Robocop, with me all night. and you would always let me watch House or Lost, even though I know you hate both those shows. you were close with my family; i liked how you came over on sundays and watched golf with my dad while i just sat in my room. i never had to ( Read more... )

i almost sliced the top of my finger off while making pasta last night.
reason #23 why my life is too ridiculous to live.

#21 being constantly trying to convince people that they're gay. ha.

thanks for giving me one of the best weekends of my life, universe,
along with a glimpse into what my life will probably be like in fifteen years.
the office season finale is on this thursday!!!!!!!! don't miss it.

god damn insomnia.

summer nights make me want to sit outside on my grass for hours. it's only the beginning of may, but already that heat is everywhere. i think about how things were a year ago, and sometimes all the change is too much to comprehend. all the places you can go, the people you can become. i like to think that i'm virtually the same person i was a year ( Read more... )

in terms of productivity, lately i've been getting a lot accomplished ( Read more... )

-the office, season 3.
-mix cd.
-cup o' noodles.

day three: sharp, numbing pain that shoots all along the right side of my head at random intervals. stops me from doing whatever i'm doing & halts my speech.

fdljflajdflajflajlfalj why?

today is the day for having the most profound of headaches.
i really want to go swimming today.
or have a few drinks.
...or both.