Is it futile? This game I'm playing,
Hoping the past is past and godfather isnt b.s.ing me,
Reaching out via email to see if he still cares,
Am I trying to maintain a dying flame and fool myself?

Yay for my two of my favorite things tonight.....Andy and youth group. Andy and I went to a Youth group post-retreat shindig and had fun (at least I did, I hope he did). Happy times. Work tomorrow....hmmm semi-yayness. That's all I have to say today, until later y'all stay safe and keep smilin'

Falling from a seat ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with one of my favorite Chicagoians, Fr. Joe Mulcrone, who has been a part of my family for as long as I can remember. Now, Fr. Joe is not your typical catholic preist, which is probably why he and I can have some of the conversations on life that we do. At one point during this converstaion tonight, he inquired as to the ( Read more... )

Wandering aimlessly along a well worn path ( Read more... )

Finally back to volunteering today! Yayness there, the kiddies are challenging fun and continue to amaze me. My little brother is sitting on houston's ballfield watching his first home run derby and though I havent seen him yet I know he is in heaven and taking it all in like a sponge. Miguel Tejada just won the derby, imagine that an oriole won! ( Read more... )

So now that I'm home alone for the next few days, I can update without the younger sibling hovering near by. Yesterday was happy. Emotions of today are compiling and threating it break loose in tears, if I allow it. I'm not going to allow it, its not worth the energy or the thought. Or at least to some extent its not. Damn family drama....lol. My ( Read more... )

Life is too short was a statement made to me today ( Read more... )

Being a little more "with it" than recent days ( Read more... )

Check out www.markmccallphoto.com/chris&chrissy to see pictures of my big brother and sister-in-law at thier wedding. My sister-in-law.....hmmm I like that phrase. I am so happy for both of them, they are so passionatly in love and live life like thier life together is a gift ( Read more... )