almost
Got about 85% of everything moved Monday night and all day Tuesday. Whew. Of course the new place is a bit 'disheveled' as Jeremy put it, but that will get worked out over the next few weeks. Gonna have to do most of that on my own cause he is getting ready to work a crazy amount of the next 4 weeks. Ugh.
So this whole thing feels very new/odd to me. I am not used to dating someone, especially someone so sweet to me. I have to say I am kind of scared... of all sorts of things. I am positive a lot of my fears come from low self esteem and past experiences. I am really trying hard to just go with this....he makes me amazingly happy and when I am not over analyzing the whole thing, it feels natural. I really have to stop worrying. Easier said than done *sigh*
I have so much I want to get for the new place but I am trying not to go crazy. Hopefully we will be able to spend all day Sunday just lounging. Everyone is welcome to visit though. Monday I start back on my old over night schedule so that means I am off Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights....lots of time to be bored and alone at the new place : (
So this whole thing feels very new/odd to me. I am not used to dating someone, especially someone so sweet to me. I have to say I am kind of scared... of all sorts of things. I am positive a lot of my fears come from low self esteem and past experiences. I am really trying hard to just go with this....he makes me amazingly happy and when I am not over analyzing the whole thing, it feels natural. I really have to stop worrying. Easier said than done *sigh*
I have so much I want to get for the new place but I am trying not to go crazy. Hopefully we will be able to spend all day Sunday just lounging. Everyone is welcome to visit though. Monday I start back on my old over night schedule so that means I am off Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights....lots of time to be bored and alone at the new place : (