IM SCARED ( Read more... )

oh my god, I'm such a mess this morning, al is gone on a week trip since saturday but I found out some little things today...it makes me wonder, and then the rational part of me says shut up, who gives a shit, whatever will be, will be ( Read more... )

I always have the most interesting subject titles don't I ( Read more... )

I'm really sorry to anyone who had the misfortune of reading my last few journal entries...seriously...I mean that from the pit of my heart. I didn't even have to reread them to realize how ridiculous it is. I can't let those sort of things bother me, I have to stop dealing with things as a scared naaive child and be strong and independant ( Read more... )

yes, she did it to me again. It may be the last time though. I am thinking about cutting off ties with her. Everytime she comes to visit me from laval she stays 5-10 minutes with the same shitty excuse, my car is parked in a bad place, she let that one go after a while because she realized it was shit and wasn't working. All the times we had ( Read more... )

Hmm..Yesterday was a little disappointed...my mom came down without warning at 9 a.m. (I had just woke up) and gave us the stuff for the hotel reservation. we had a coffee together and I got ready to open the store. During my shift though, the announced and unwanted snowfall started coming down...and by the end of my shift I just asked myself, do ( Read more... )

The world pisses me off today. I Still have the mega zit, al bugged me about it all morning 'til I finally snapped and decided to go in my own little corner ( Read more... )

I am following through with my skin care thing....it's been 3 days now...I really got lazy since I moved in this god damned neighborhood, and I always skipped the removal of makeup and cleansing I used to do at night. Well, hopefully I'm on the right track again ( Read more... )

Oh my god, the two days off felt so good....but they went by super fast though ( Read more... )

Last night I went to do the groceries with al after work, went to bring back my video game and prepared some food. We watched creep (in french, eww, sorry francis, but movies in french make me go -yuk-) with franka potente. What the hell is the name translation about? I mean...they are usually pretty lame...buthis one I mean... creep which is ( Read more... )