So it's been a long time since I've posted. And I wanted the next time I did to be happy or at least not about Jason. However, in light of recent events, I need a place to outlet what I'm feeling. I went back and re-read all my desperate posts about Jason. And I never thought that after I got past all of my hurt and anguish, that I would have to ( Read more... )

My friends always told me that I would wake up one day and be so completely over Jason's drama. I honestly used to think that that day would never come. To be honest, I've been so busy having fun and being single and happy, that I haven't even noticed that I really don't miss him. I've been waking up every morning for like the past month realizing ( Read more... )

So looks like Jase & his gay girlfriend are going to try to do the long distance thing when he comes home. It makes me mad (just cuz how he talks about when he comes home with me) but at the same time, I'm kinda glad. Even though I'm pretty sure he'll still try to see me and stuff when he's here. Man bump him. I don't care anymore. I told him I don ( Read more... )

Dang it's been a long time since I've written anything! I've been so busy doing.........nothing. I have a blog on myspace.com, so I write on that. Oh what have I been doing??? Not a whole lot. My last entry mentioned that Jason is moving home. Yes he is. He started moving his stuff home this weekend. But, I pretty much don't know if I want him to ( Read more... )

J's moving home within the month. Oh no

Oh yea that's right. Friday nite, I'm sleeping around 12. Jase called me from his phone, and I didn't answer. So he proceeded to call me about 6 times from a San Antonio #. So I finally called that # back, and was like "What?!" He says "I just wanted to say hi". Excuse me, not even 1 week ago, you were telling me you didn't wanna talk to me anymore ( Read more... )

Totally hung out with B at Sherlock's on Wed. Really it was only cuz I was in a fight with my friends I had come with, and he was being nice to me. Really really nice to me. It was actually kinda weird. So, since I was not going home with my friends, I asked B to take me home. He had invited me to Mulligan's to hang out with him on Thursday nite, ( Read more... )

Shit has hit the fan again. Cameron, Jason's old roommate, decided to take it upon himself to call Jason's girlfriend and tell her all about me. I don't know what's gonna happen with him and her now. She's a dumbass if she believes his lies. And he's a complete asshole if he lies about me and makes me seem insignificant to him. So, to make a long ( Read more... )

Last nite me, Mandy and Telle met a bunch of friends up at Sherlock's. It was soooo much fun. However, on the way home, Mandy started talking about this guy she knows, and she tried to compare him to Jase. Everyone that knows me knows that that is a VERY sensitive subject to me. So, I told her I didn't want to talk about that, and that part of the ( Read more... )

Well, Telle dropped a bomb on us on Saturday nite. She is apparently moving to Cali in 3 weeks. I couldn't believe it when she told us. She wants to get into fashion, and she can have an internship there with her bro's friend. But, what the heck? I know it's selfish to want her to stay. She needs to find out what she wants to do with her life. But ( Read more... )