fuck why cant my mom just let my room be messy?!?!?!
she cleaned it while i was at work and found my stash of everclear and vodka!!!!!!!!
but thankfullly she wont do anything about it, she will just gound me a couple weeks longer.but then forget about grounding me a week later!
haha, i can get away with anything if i try!

when i first met jeff.....well i actually i cant remember when that was! but we started dating over a month ago, and i was really starting to like him - like alot(as you can tell by my last post ( Read more... )

you know those cant sleep, cant eat, cant breath when you arn't with that special someone. well i totally have them! i cant stop thinking about him, even though we have almost nothing in common i always wana be near him ( Read more... )

i cant stop listening to sappy love songs, all of which are, of course, sad. my boyfriend and me have absolutly nothing in commen ( Read more... )

fighting with boyfriends is totaly stupid! basicaly because it is always all thier fault! why cant they just igmit it so that we can move on ( Read more... )

You are a City Girl!
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i guess the old sayings "when something bad happens something good isn't far behind" ,and, "when god closes one door he opens another", are both true. because when me and my best friend get into a fight me and my boyfriend get closer. i still feel horrible about the whole best friend thing, but everything that has happened with my bf has made me ( Read more... )

its not my fault
its not my fault that i am messed up
its not my fault u don't care
its not my fault that i hate u now
its not my fault that i still love u
its not my fault that i still care wat u think
its not my fault that i keep lying to myself that its not my fault
because it really is my fault

ok so i get really drunk and decide to tell my mom all the stuff i have done! now remember i was drunk when i did this and was not thinking straight - this is never to be tried when fully sober! anyways i am like totally grounded and am constantly under supervision 24/7! plus i have a 3 day suspension!!!!!!!!!! the truth really does suck

I HATE GUYS!!!!! just wen i finally like 1 guy another one kisses me(and he is like a friend 2). how do u decide what to do when you arnt sure if the guy you like likes you back and when a guy you are friends with kisses you(and you had only ever thought of him as a friend)? i wish i could just run away from this whole mess!!!!!!!!!