one of my hobbies, is pain. i take great pleasure in making others suffer. i take great pride in being the reason other people suffer. through what ever instrument i choose to use, if the end result is the pain of another human being, i take great joy in the feeling of their suffering ( Read more... )

*sigh* today is my sisters birthday ( Read more... )

so. i removed my last entry. if you do not know what it was about, please do not concern your self over it. everything is done now. everything now seems so clear to me, i feel i guess, right as rain. if i can use that phrase ( Read more... )

i have a bad feeling about today for some reason.
some feeling of dread lingering with me.
lets hope nothing fucked up happens today...

i dont know what it is. but i just woke up. and i have this good feeling about me today. maybe today will shape up to be pretty good. :) last few days have been good, but ive not 'felt' a good feeling when i wake up. today i do.

still alive ( Read more... )

my brother drew me a birthday present. it is beyond all kinds of awesome.
so i am going to post it here to show you all. it really made me smile.
made my day. i think.

yeah. thats supose to me be. <3


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for those who know me. know my father died, around the time i was 18. it was shortly after i left home for good. i decided to go my own way in life. which was not the way he wanted me to go. he wished i would have followed in his footsteps (and be a guy...) and do the same line of work he did ( Read more... )

oh look. my fantastic birthday just out did its self ( Read more... )

yeah. happy birthday to me.
what a fucking joke.
started off fucking amazing.
cant wait to see what the finale to today is.

this is exactly what i wanted for my birthday.
happy fucking birthday to me.