so vips and i decided that rathe than meet in washington, we should meet in new york, to be able to get away from family. the new location didnt help much, coz i have family there. But, i went down to new york on saturday and came back the same night. I saw her, the long black hair is not so long anymore. But she is still the most beautiful person ( Read more... )

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party part party, drinking drinking drinking, dancing dancing dancing. i should be bored of all that now. BUT im not. partying is awesome. Drinking is better. Dancing, with all the beautiful ladies, grindin, touchin feelin, are you kidding? I cant be bored of that, not just yet. Maybe in five years ill decide that enough is enough, and start to ( Read more... )

Life is great.

Amma, left a few hours ago. Things are in perspective now.

Fuck you, you know who you are.

Vips, i love you, you are my greatest reward. You are my love, my heart, my soul.

vips and i made up. she called to apologize. I think my mother-in-law to be, explained something to her bout fiance's duty etc etc. im glad for it. I wouldnt have been able to do it myself. Things are in process now that seem to be progressing or improving the quarrels with the family. its interesting how its happening but it is ( Read more... )

So since the time i had this fight with my parents, vips and i havent talked. We talked a little bit online, but we ended up fighting about all this. So i signed off and since then she hasnt been online. Yeah this throws us a little bit, i dont think we both exactly know what to do about this. I know she is scared that, not having my family would ( Read more... )

I cannot, for the life of me continue on the predetermined existence that is called my life In India. I will not stand for any of this hypocritic bullshit any longer. I am not only willing but now determined to rebel in the strongest of manners against my family for all purposes. I am no longer a pawn in the grand plans of any family member of mine ( Read more... )

HOLY FUCKIN HELL...Things never seem right ( Read more... )

Another night of absolute alcoholic debauchary. My bloody god, was that amazing. Champagne poured from the heavens, and scotch rose up from fiery hell. Life could not be better than ever before. Dancing was wild, while the smoking filled the room with a smoky haze ( Read more... )