I can't ever promise that "this will be the last of matt from new jersey." It's starting to get repetitive [my behavior that is] but you know what, this is what you can expect from a doormat ( Read more... )

I like this!


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I'll be alone for most of the day today. I don't really want to be alone at this time. I really hate this feeling antsy. Let's hope my tutoring appointments go well so that I'll feel a little better about some of this ( Read more... )

So - Food is starting to come back to me; I was able to eat jack in the box tacos yesterday with little to no trouble which if you can eat those means you're probably for the most part better. I will be ready for that pizza on sunday! mmmm ( Read more... )

here we go, another thing I could use


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I'm not sure whether I will react badly to food or not today...I can't believe I got sick again ( Read more... )

there is so much encouragement out there to beat things like this. to move on. I wish I'd tried harder earlier and it would have prevented a lot of this mess. I mean take a look at these examples:

LMP, an example in the first sentence that this is happening to someone else

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after being dissatisfied, disrespected, and ignored for long enough,

I told off matt nevo and really removed him.

I think after this form of closure, though hard, I think THIS TIME I can really stand on my own.

he's toying with me ( Read more... )

Well...I went on that 'date' with chad. at least I think it was a date. I thought it went nicely considering there's nothing to do in riverside, but I don't think he liked me. not sure. it was hard to find things to talk about, I was really trying. but overall I did my best. Still, I don't know that he liked me very much ( Read more... )