i just want to post it here in case i accidentally delete it from my messages.
Dear katie,
Happy anniversary i cant believe its been one year. It seems like just yesterday that we were flirting around eventhough we both had significant others. I want you to know that this has been one of the best years of my life. Everyday i realize how lucky i am to be with you. (well almost every day, you really know how to push my buttons sometimes lol.) I've had so much fun with you. To be honest when we began this relationship i didnt really know what to expect. I know that i really liked you and wanted to spend all my time with you, but i had know idea that it would turn into what we have to today. I find that i am truely in love with you. With kaitlin it was one of those situations where i liked here but was just with her because we had fun sometimes. With you its so much different, i could not see myself being without you. I love every moment that i spend with you, even when we are about to kill each other, those times are better than the ones when we are 300 miles apart. I guess what im just trying to say is that i love you, you mean the world to me and i hope you realize how special you are to me
merry x mas and happy anniversay ily matt