Oh well, youve got me under your spell

[tangled_4]

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I always feel like I'm waiting.
Waiting on people who will never come.

i'm so stupid.
everyday i find another reason to hate
myself. geez.

I can't understand why you'd tell someone
that you didn't want to talk to them anymore
because you didn't want to hear their take
on your life. I'm not hurt by the fact that
he doesn't care to hear my opinions, I don't
expect anyone to, but to completely disconnect
me. How am I suppose to know who you are anymore
if you won't even talk to me. As sad as it sounds,
I just want to be his friend.
I hate that I'm still hurt. I regret anything I
ever told him because I should have been smarter
and known that this is how it always ends. But more
so, I regret it because now I'm too scared to
ever do that again and I hate it.
He was my best friend before anything else and to
hear that he doesn't want to talk to me just breaks
my heart even more. And I obliged, I said I would
wait. But I'm not too sure I will want to be his
friend when he is ready to be mine.