The Only Heart He Knows

[bloodofpyke]

the only heart he knows | zayn/liam; background harry/louis | 2,033 | pg | and he's sort of curling into it, and it's a bit like pressing on a bruise, he thinks, and he wants to smile at that, because maybe Liam's left a mark after all. | Zayn's POV through four different moments in their relationship. beta'd by the loveliest people in my life,

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[urgencytobleed]

This is so lovely but so... maybe not sad, but so full of yearning, it's just a really lovely mix of the two.

<3 I really enjoyed this.

[bloodofpyke]

thank you!! :)

[bloodofpyke]

ahhh thank you, that really means a lot!!

[katarzis]

pretending to clean out my locker so no one can see me sobbing in the lounge over these idiots

hate what you've done to me :) x

[bloodofpyke]

I NEVER ASKED FOR THESE FEELINGS!!!! (but i'm glad i could bring you down with me xoxo)

[bloodofpyke]

ahhh thank you, i always worry about my voices for them since they're real, so that means a lot <3333333

[betsyisawesome]

wow FUCK YOU LEAH I DIDN'T NEED THIS NOW I'M UPSET

uuuuugh though this hurt a lot a lot a loooot. they're just so. so very sad for me and you made it worse (in the good way!).

bits i really liked:

“I know,” Zayn says again, because he does, because now he’s thinking that someone sent Liam out here to talk to him, Paul maybe, or one of the Management blokes, because that’s all he’s good for, isn’t it, his voice?

TERRIBLE JUST TERRIBLE. ugh zayn feelings.

he wonders what Liam’s heart sounds like, wonders how it would feel pressed against his, if it would be a rhythm worth preserving

this whole section just made me ache a lot. all of it. i really really like how you get zayn because he's so internal and all his thoughts were really interesting (sorry im really bad at this commenting business)

Louis leaning over and kissing Harry’s shoulder, the way Harry stopped breathing, turned and looked at Louis like he thought this was all a dreamI WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT! should've read the top section, but i just clicked from tumblr and

[betsyisawesome]

lol oops accidentally added this before i was done

what i was going to say: HAVING HIM SAY THAT BUT IT NOT BEING TRUE BUT SAYING IT CAUSE HE WANTS IT IS ALMOST WORSE THAN THEM ACTUALLY HAVING DONE THAT. UGH THEY HURT ME

this was really really nice.

[bloodofpyke]

I WISH I COULD BE MORE SORRY BUT I'M NOT BECAUSE IF I'M GOING DOWN, YOU'RE ALL COMING DOWN WITH ME ECT ECT

also i love youuuuu <3333