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[tangledlimbs]

i feel myself thinking about her. and what i did. blood on my hands. what i didn't do. what we did. and didn't do. what we became. i was blind. i don't think i can ever completly forgive myself.

& i care i care. more than i should. more than she knows.

this is probably not about who you think it is about.

my past haunts me. i feel sick.

Comments

[deaddoloreshaze]

i'm sorry if i raised old ghosts

[tangledlimbs]

not your fault sweet pea.

[thisvandalism]

i'm sorry.

[tangledlimbs]

no need to be. After I wrote you I was scared maybe you would think it was a mistake asking me to write. I feel better now. Sometimes I just feel like I'm a monster.

just take care of you as best you can.

[thisvandalism]

don't feel like a monster, please.

you too.

[sonnyo]

somebody told me that the good thing about the past being what makes you sick is that it's no more than a memory to you now.

memories come and go no matter how intensely you respond to them.

and by nature, memories are "what is no more" and no matter how beautiful they are or how awful they are, they are tokens that everything passes away and i hope you have a lot of good memories too sometimes.

love your journal, take care